I have been too exhausted to be here the last 24hrs or so. I'm headed out the door for church but will be back later......

I worked my first day off early in the morning and then went to Tyler's football game in the afternoon. I think my brain has shut down from too much sadness.
I've done nothing but talk/or deal with this 24/7 since it happened.
I keep telling myself....this is so easy compared to being a firefighter in N.Y.
I can't imagine....

Love and Hugs and God Bless you all,

P.S. I am one of those people that never go anywhere without makeup....but today, I don't have any makeup on.......I figured I will just cry it all off at church this morning.