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    Raquel, I do have pretty nice weather here... really hot, but tolerable. I just couldn't get the energy to get up off the couch... my best friend moved five states away at the beginning of the year and we don't talk much anymore, soooo that leaves writing. I didn't know it was said to be theraputic... but now that you mention it, that's what I always do when I'm down. I write poetry (or used to) and make lists (I'm a compulsive organizer). but writing to you guys is even better. It forces me to remember that I'm not alone in this struggle, which is SO easy to forget.
    We're going to San Diego in Sept. My dad is from there and we lived there until I was in 1st grade, been in Ark ever since. We went last year and I got to see my dad's side of the family for the first time since high school... which means I had to face them feeling like a fat pig. I really wanna wow them this year when we go. I won't officially change my mini goal, but I'm silently hoping for around 165 by vaca.
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    Country - why don't you share - where are you going on vacation in Sept????
    Hi, I'm Roc & I'm on the weight loss rollercoaster as well as a 42 yr. old - mother of 3 year old twins. An entirely different rollercoaster
    1/9/08 228
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    Country - do you have nice weather were you are???? I got my second wind big time - just sat outside and gabbin on the phone while the I watched the boys play. Fresh air, sunshine really helped.

    or give in to your emotions and just let it rip, that will help too.

    or what about calling a friend - that person that always makes you laugh (even though they don't mean to)

    or - keep posting ... writing is suppose to be very theraputic!

    btw... I'm an ice cream addict - good days, bad days, so so days - it's all even better with a pint! I don't even bother keeping the lid.
    But what is a real eye opener is how much physical activity it takes to work off even 100 of those calories, d a m n i t a l l t o h e l l!
    Hi, I'm Roc & I'm on the weight loss rollercoaster as well as a 42 yr. old - mother of 3 year old twins. An entirely different rollercoaster
    1/9/08 228
    1/19 210
    2/09 215
    2/12 210
    3/11 206
    3/21 200
    4/13 199
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    Aww, thanks Linda... I'm already starting to feel a little better. I took and excedrine and ate a bowl of... drum roll please... whole grain cereal with low fat milk. No emotional eating for me today... today I am master of my demon, who knows what tomorrow holds though. Strawberry Margarita ice cream... without the salt though... we need a sponser to create this for us.
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    Mini Goal: 170lbs by my Vegas vacation in August



    Final Goal: 150lbs



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    Rick, you can join us. I'm watching the '8 films to die for" horror movies...2 of them tonight anyway. They aren't that scary, I could come up with gorier(sp) stuff in my sleep...then again, I am twisted.

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    Quote Originally Posted by gothprincess View Post
    Strawberry margarita flavored ice cream....YUMMY!!
    YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
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    Sorry u are having such a bad day. We all do. Go ahead and cry it out. Movies are a good outlet. Put a wimpy one like the Notebook or P.S. I Love You. That will get you going. ((HUGS))
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    Strawberry margarita flavored ice cream....YUMMY!!

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    I'm so sorry for your bad day. Take it easy tonight and tomorrow you will probably feel much better. Sometimes you've just got to start fresh the next day. Sending you a big hug!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Rinn_3 View Post
    Hey, I want in! I could definitely use some alcoholic ice cream and to watch some horror movies.
    Your more than welcome to join us, our blanket will stretch as far as it needs to. And our imaginary alcoholic ice cream won't run out.
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    Quote Originally Posted by RickC View Post
    Yeah my wife has been in a nursing home since last July,Im always up for a hug thanks. {{Hugs for you}}
    I am very sorry about your wife Rick. I'll ask you what happened, but its none of my business if you don't want to answer. *hugs for you as well*
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    Hey, I want in! I could definitely use some alcoholic ice cream and to watch some horror movies.
    "Believe you can, and you're halfway there."


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    Quote Originally Posted by countryasadirtroad View Post
    You want to cry every day?? You want a hug?? Maybe we'll both feel better.
    Yeah my wife has been in a nursing home since last July,Im always up for a hug thanks. {{Hugs for you}}

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    Horror movies huh?? Your hubby was sweet to go get them for you. You know, I never thought about it, but your right... low fat alcoholic ice cream would sell out every shipment. Maybe we should start being entrepreneurs?
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    Final Goal: 150lbs



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    You guys might be on to something with the alcoholic ice cream... make it low fat and we got ourselves a number one seller at the super walmart!
    Get thin and God Bless! Gina


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    Sure! I'm going to drown my sorrows with horror movies tonight...hubby even went to get them for me.

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    Quote Originally Posted by gothprincess View Post
    I know how you feel, I've wanted to cry all day. My stress level is through the roof today and can't even blame it on phen cause I didn't take it today. A nice stiff drink would be nice, but I can't have one so I'll just pretend.
    Wanna share my blanket? We'll pretend we have a pint of alcoholic ice cream.
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    Quote Originally Posted by RickC View Post
    Thats cause I dont ya to gain back those 8 lbs dear,i feel like this just about everyday,it does get better though.
    You want to cry every day?? You want a hug?? Maybe we'll both feel better.
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    Quote Originally Posted by countryasadirtroad View Post
    I notice you mentioned the blanket and the crying, but I didn't see anything about my much needed pint of ice cream. *sigh* I know, I know... emotional eating... bad. Gotta break the habit sometime, might as well be today. I feel like Eeyore (winnie the pooh).
    Thats cause I dont ya to gain back those 8 lbs dear,i feel like this just about everyday,it does get better though.

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    I know how you feel, I've wanted to cry all day. My stress level is through the roof today and can't even blame it on phen cause I didn't take it today. A nice stiff drink would be nice, but I can't have one so I'll just pretend.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RickC View Post
    I dont know for sure,I do know phen can play hell with your brain chemistry,serotonin levels could be causing your mood,it happens to all of us at one time,get the blanket go have a good cry it will be better,your doing great,tomorrow is another day,it's got to be better.
    I notice you mentioned the blanket and the crying, but I didn't see anything about my much needed pint of ice cream. *sigh* I know, I know... emotional eating... bad. Gotta break the habit sometime, might as well be today. I feel like Eeyore (winnie the pooh).
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    Final Goal: 150lbs



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    It's your prerogative, to feel that way, your a woman. Don't give up, take a walk or if u like baseball. maybe take your frustration out in the batting cages. It can be hard to be honest sometimes without depressing people, but its good to let people know how you feel, because maybe they can help.
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    Quote Originally Posted by countryasadirtroad View Post
    I have been so tired and depressed today. I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way, it's not time for TOM. I found out when I got home today that our softball league might be canceled b'c the team we played Tues. night is trying to say that we were cursing at them, which was icing on my depressing cake. I was so motivated and happy. Even my excitement on my 1wk update thread today was mostly fake. I AM excited that I lost weight, but at the same time I'm just so wiped of energy and sad. I could use a pint of ice cream, a blanket, and good long cry. wtf is wrong with me?
    I dont know for sure,I do know phen can play hell with your brain chemistry,serotonin levels could be causing your mood,it happens to all of us at one time,get the blanket go have a good cry it will be better,your doing great,tomorrow is another day,it's got to be better.

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    Unhappy WTF is WRONG with me????

    I have been so tired and depressed today. I'm not sure why I'm feeling this way, it's not time for TOM. I found out when I got home today that our softball league might be canceled b'c the team we played Tues. night is trying to say that we were cursing at them, which was icing on my depressing cake. I was so motivated and happy. Even my excitement on my 1wk update thread today was mostly fake. I AM excited that I lost weight, but at the same time I'm just so wiped of energy and sad. I could use a pint of ice cream, a blanket, and good long cry. wtf is wrong with me?
    210lbs-170lbs 10/01/08 - 3mo of phen & 3mo of just D&E
    208.5 lbs 05/04/10 - Wk 0 (started phen again)

    Mini Goal: 170lbs by my Vegas vacation in August



    Final Goal: 150lbs



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