January 6th, 2009, 10:56 AM
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Phen Newbie
Join Date: Jan 2009
Posts: 3
Lost Weight: -0
Current Weight: 230
Goal Weight: 150
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Getting off the Roller Coaster
Hello All! I am new to the forum! My name is Nancy and I am 35 y/o. I have been on the weight roller coaster for years now. And it is so time to get off!
Hope you all dont mind... but I am gonna tell my story. (I think it helps for me to get it out and face reality of it) I was always "thick" growing up. I am 5'3 and averaged 130-150 thru out high school. After the birth of my daughter 15 years ago... I was sitting in the front seat of the roller coaster on the way up the hill. I was working as a NYC paramedic and was truly putting my body to the test physically. In 1998 I suffered a back injury that kept me out of work for 30 weeks. Between stress and steroids for my asthma, I had gotten to an all time high of 250lbs. I returned to work and eventually gotten down to 220 lbs. I then started phentermine and walking a mile a day while drinking a lot more water (my downfall) and I was down to 168 lbs in what seemed like no time. My intention was to get down to about 155 and I wanted a breast reduction and a tummy tuck. I know it sounds vein, but I honestly wanted to be able to walk when I am 50 years old. LoL On top of the weight loss this would have been a dramatic improvement for my back.
Well... I had an issue at work and the stress levels were high again. So the weight started to creep on slowly. In 2006, I suffered a shoulder injury that required 2 surgeries. I can no longer return to my career as a street medic and have gained employment indoors at an urgent care clinic. I have gotten back up to a whopping 230 lbs! I am on my feet all day at work and I am lucky if I get in 8 oz of water in that time. 
The plan.... I have started the phentermine yesterday and I am going to watch what I am eating. I AM GOING TO DRINK MORE WATER! On my off days I am going to use my bowflex tread climber and work out. I have joined the 2009 challenge and I am going to use that for inspiration and help. I am going on a cruise in May, and I would like to be down 40lbs by then. I would eventually like to get down to my goal weight of 150 by March of 2010. I will be making small goals in between, as I believe this is really the only way possible. I have recently told my boyfriend of 9 years that I would like my ring by my birthday and that I will be able to get into my dress by his 40th Bday in March of 2010. I know.... this may all sound a bit weird... but what ever works right. The bottom line is.... I want to be healthy. We all want to look good and if I say that I didnt, I would be lying. But, like I said earlier... I just want to be able to walk when I am older. With the weight increase, I have had more back pain, knee pain and now plantar faciitis. This is all correctable! So wish me luck!
I wish you all the best in all you do. Here is to weight loss and good health! If anyone has any input they would like to share....please feel free. I need all the support I can get!
Last edited by Nunziata; January 6th, 2009 at 11:28 AM..
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