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I have been feeling the same way. Just generally sad every day. I've had some weight loss, but even that doesn't get me excited. I sort of just hate everything about me, and feel like life is just a boring monotony of ugliness. Haha- I suppose it gets better in time? I dunno. I went from hormonally crazy from a medically induced menopause (i'm only 23- so menopause this young was interesting to say the least), to now having hormones again, to phentermine....I think my body just doesn't know how to feel anymore. I think I let my true feelings show a little more now, which I guess I've held alot of emotional issues inside regarding how I perceive myself and my apparent low self esteem.
Whoah. Talk about some self-disclosure!

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It might not seem like much, but it makes all the difference in the world to me!
Mini goal: down 5 lbs by May 1!
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