...Hm, well, after all of that, the short story is, no script yet

she didn't say "no", but wants to run a boatload of tests, including a sleep study, she suspects I might have a sleep apnea, of all things... which frankly wouldn't surprise me, actually. I also have to get back for a fasting blood draw (I wish I'd thought to go ahead and fast the day of the appointment, because its a huge pain in the tuckus to go back now) but I'm going to try and get that done on Tuesday. The one thing that irritated me though was her lack of a sense of urgency... when I tried to discuss my weight she blew it off, saying she wanted all these tests first, and giving me a 'list' of things she wanted me to 'read very carefully, and think about' and that she'll 'talk to me in a month'. Well, her 'list' consisted of a bunch of tips that we all have heard a million times over... drink more water, avoid fatty foods, eat more vegetables, etc. IN other words, stuff that i KNOW I should be doing, but if I could DO them I wouldn't be asking for help... I really was disappointed, all I wanted was a phen script and I get literature on "sugar bad, exercise good" and a lecture on 'patience'??? Anyone who takes one look at me can see how urgent my problem is... I'm not quite 5 foot two and weight 250 pounds, I might not live to see 40 at this rte and she's preaching to me about patience adn telling me she'll talk to me in a month... I was SO ticked off I can't tell you! I am going to give her her "month" and see what her lab results say but if she won't give me the phen I will either find someone who will or order them online. I'm sick of not being taken seriously.
The only surprising thing was that my blood pressure was elevated, soemthinhg that (ironically) despite my weight has never beena problem for me... I hope that was just a fluke reading, otherwise it will be all the harder to get her to give me the ** for phen. She did say that once she had my results we'd talk about it and that she'd even consider a phen-Zoloft combo (I'd read on here some members are taking it and some found it was effective) and she calimed she'd consider it but I get the feeling she is kinf of anti-pill and would rather preach willpower alone. So we'll see.....