I really need accountability partners for 2010!!!

[Mary-Mary]

I am happy that you are not in pain at least that makes things better...yeah the sooner the surgery is the better that way you dont have to think about it much, and yes call me or text me whatever is more convenient and ill let everyone know how everything went but I am sure that you are going to be great.
Ill make sure that you keep on line with all the healthy eating

[Mary-Mary]

SLMORENO OMG! you live in Twin Falls that is crazy i never seen someone here that is from Idaho, I live in Jerome! this is great lol

[tazgirl31]

EEB, just wanted to let u no Ethansmommy, Tex and I will b doin ur 3 day diet starting tommorow! I'm eating everything on the list no cheating and going to see if I can really lose 10 pounds in 3 days! Although I will b happy if I can even lose 5 pounds! I just feel so fat n yucky n want to lose few pounds!! R u going to b starting again tommorow to? Did u keep off what u lost? Taz

[EEB310]

Taz - I am terribly sorry to hear of the nitemare you have went through You are sooo strong to make it thru all of that..you are an inspiration and when you make it thru this next surgery and recovery, you should think about becoming a motivational speaker!!

You are still in my thoughts and prayers girl! Keep letting us know how things are going!

[EEB310]

EEB, just wanted to let u no Ethansmommy, Tex and I will b doin ur 3 day diet starting tommorow! I'm eating everything on the list no cheating and going to see if I can really lose 10 pounds in 3 days! Although I will b happy if I can even lose 5 pounds! I just feel so fat n yucky n want to lose few pounds!! R u going to b starting again tommorow to? Did u keep off what u lost? Taz

Hey! Yes I will be starting the diet again tomorrow! I did not workout this weekend b/c we were very busy with remodeling, cleaning, and visiting friends, so I am hoping my weight did not change too much! I don't think I drank as much water as I should of either..ugh..Also, my TOM is expected any day so who knows if that will have any effect on my weight. I will be weighing in tomorrow morning and I will post my starting weight! The diet was actually not hard at all and I wasn't hungry!

Good Luck everyone!

[tazgirl31]

Taz - I am terribly sorry to hear of the nitemare you have went through You are sooo strong to make it thru all of that..you are an inspiration and when you make it thru this next surgery and recovery, you should think about becoming a motivational speaker!!

You are still in my thoughts and prayers girl! Keep letting us know how things are going!

Aww, thank u u no that's what I been wanting to do actually, is write a book and become a motivational speaker! I just feel like I could help so many people after all I been through! Every day I hear people say they can't get thro this or that and in my mind I'm thinking ohh u CAN, if they only knew how much some people has to get through in life! It's like when ur facing it u gotta fight for it cause if not u will never get thro it! I wanted to just give up last time I was in hosp but the will to live was much stronger then giving up! My problems are nothing compared to what the people in Haiti are going thro someone else always has bigger problems then ourselves, but we all seem to get thro it all! I'm just taking it all one day at a time right now and whenever I start to panic or worry I come here to take my mind off it all I'm excited ur starting the plan today to, I thought this would b something to try since I'm feeling so blah lately! I was down a pound today so that was good news! Mayb I can lose 5 more in three days)))) taz

[tazgirl31]

I am happy that you are not in pain at least that makes things better...yeah the sooner the surgery is the better that way you dont have to think about it much, and yes call me or text me whatever is more convenient and ill let everyone know how everything went but I am sure that you are going to be great.
Ill make sure that you keep on line with all the healthy eating

Ahh I missed ur post up here ok girl I will b in touch with u for sure yesterday was a horrible pain day hoping today Is better I did sleep well last nite! And was down 1 pound! Not much but it's something! Hope u have a good week Mary Mary and yes keep me I. Line taz



Hope all u other girls r doing well hope everyone has a gooood week! I'm anxious to hear from all u today how ur weekends went and how much weight everyone has lost! Remember drink all ur water, and exercise like crazy were one week closer to valentines day)) taz

[xblackbettyx]

How is everyone?! Taz, how are you feeling?! I hope a little better!

Guess what?!?! I am down to 218. I'd been hovering at 220, but dropped it last night. YAY! I ate fairly well yesterday but probably did not get enough calories either. I am not stuck anymore! W00t. Today, the bf is hiding the scale. I even had a dream about weighing myself and being super disappointed so I've realized I need to step away from the scale.

[southernbelle88]

Taz- so glad to hear from you again! I was thinking about you and hoping you were doing well. Be strong and you can get through it! My sister had so many health problems so I have seen first hand how hard it can be. She had diabetes her whole life, lost her right eye due to a doctor's mess-up, had 2 kidney transplants, a pancreas transplant, and had to have both of her legs amputated due to lack of oxygen to them because of the diabetes. She stayed so strong and optimistic until the end. With all these problems, she managed to get 3 college degrees! She is my hero and no matter how bad things seems, I can always think about her to make things better. You can do it! Stay strong girl

My appetite is back and is wanting to make up for the lack of appetite all last week. And what do ya know I left my phentermine in my other purse and don't have it today! That poor bag of trail mix got a hurtin' put on it! At least it's not too bad for me and it gives me energy. I was at 240.4 this morning grrrr I'm hoping to move it this week if I can ever get over this cough and no voice.

I'm hoping to do my tae bo dvd tonight to burn some calories! I've got the one that comes with the red stick lol. Good luck to everyone and keep your eyes on the prize!

[shoefiend]

Taz - I hope you are feeling better today

Xblack - congrats on the weight loss! Nothing feels better than finally breaking that stall

Busy, busy weekend! I didnt even have time to check in So, I have some catching up to do... I am down 2lbs(my scale - docs said only 1lb) from last week...uggh, was really hopin to be down to 239 after the 1 hr cardio every day. But, idk what happened...I would work out 30 min in the am before breakfast and 30 min in the pm before dinner and I just didnt want to eat much. I track my calories and only ate about 800 a day. So, idk I think not eating enough and working out more did more harm than good cuz I usually avg about a 3lb loss a week. This week I am trying a phen break experiment. I did not take it all weekend or today, so we will see what happens by the end of the week. So far I havent noticed any changes in appetite, etc, which was my main concern however I am not as thirsty so drinking water has become more of a chore. Well ladies I am off, have a wonderful day

[tazgirl31]

How is everyone?! Taz, how are you feeling?! I hope a little better!

Guess what?!?! I am down to 218. I'd been hovering at 220, but dropped it last night. YAY! I ate fairly well yesterday but probably did not get enough calories either. I am not stuck anymore! W00t. Today, the bf is hiding the scale. I even had a dream about weighing myself and being super disappointed so I've realized I need to step away from the scale.

Yayyy I'm so happy ur not stuck anymore I hatee being stuck too! So frustrating! Ur getting closer n closer to 199 for sure hide the scale trust me I went thro the same thing and hiding the scale helped so much!!! I'm feeling ok today, my mom is still here with me and that keeps my mind from going crazy! Yesterday was bad thought I was gonna end up at hosp so yea it's coming in spurts but long as I can push my insides back in I don't hurt so bad! I'm just counting down the days until the 27th when I can see my dr n get a surgery date!!! I will keep u posted! Keeep up the good work! I'm on day one of this three day diet and I'm hoping and praying it truly works! I'm not hungry really so that's a plus! Having beets for dinner tonight so kinda nervous about that lol!!! Hoping to b down a couple pounds tommorow!!! Taz

[tazgirl31]

Southernbelle,
thanx girl I'm baccck and not leaving until surgery I gotta get my butt back on track and not fall off again! Wow ur sister is for sure a hero! That is amazing all shes been thro and going to college and everything! I'm so happy for her! I'm sorry she's had to go thro so much pain and suffering tho! That's so sad! I no god doesn't put more on us then
we can bare and I truly believe this! Hope ur
having a good day!!! I'm being strong as I can just ready to get it all over with so I can focus on my goal again!!! I'm going tanning tonight that always makes me feel good! Haven't been in months but thought the heat would b nice!!!! Taz

[southernbelle88]

tazgirl the tanning bed sounds absolutely wonderful! I have a subscription and pay 30 bucks a month but I am soo bad about going! It's less than a mile from my house and I pass it 4 times a day going to work, from work, to class, and back home!! and I still don't stop! That's so bad lol.

I put another hurtin' on that trail mix. I calculated the whole bag said it has 1500 calories and I ate probably about 1000 of those calories! Trying to tell myself it wasn't all bad calories because it was all fruit and nuts but I feel horrible. I'm having my low fat veggie soup tonight. The whole can is 160 cals Maybe it'll be a shock to my system and I'll lose and get out of this funk?! I can only hope lol ..

[tazgirl31]

Taz - I hope you are feeling better today

Xblack - congrats on the weight loss! Nothing feels better than finally breaking that stall

Busy, busy weekend! I didnt even have time to check in So, I have some catching up to do... I am down 2lbs(my scale - docs said only 1lb) from last week...uggh, was really hopin to be down to 239 after the 1 hr cardio every day. But, idk what happened...I would work out 30 min in the am before breakfast and 30 min in the pm before dinner and I just didnt want to eat much. I track my calories and only ate about 800 a day. So, idk I think not eating enough and working out more did more harm than good cuz I usually avg about a 3lb loss a week. This week I am trying a phen break experiment. I did not take it all weekend or today, so we will see what happens by the end of the week. So far I havent noticed any changes in appetite, etc, which was
my main concern however I am not as thirsty so drinking water has become
more of a chore. Well ladies I am off, have a wonderful day

heyyy I'm happpy ur back! The weekends r lonesome with out u all I'm happy ur still hanging in there! Just remember when ur working out alot ur muscles retain water so don't worry to much about the number on the scale! there was times my scale just wouldn't move but I was losing lots of inches!! 2 pounds is awesome! And I agree mayb u need to up ur calories some! Maybe try 1000-1200 aday! 800 is pretty low and u don't want ur body to go into starvation mode! Sometimes even changing things up a little bit will help out!! Just play around with the calories and try to find what works best for u! But don't give up and just keep on exercising' u may not see the number u want on the scale right now but trust me in the end u will ur doing great girl!!! Just keep up the gooood work taz

[tazgirl31]

tazgirl the tanning bed sounds absolutely wonderful! I have a subscription and pay 30 bucks a month but I am soo bad about going! It's less than a mile from my house and I pass it 4 times a day going to work, from work, to class, and back home!! and I still don't stop! That's so bad lol.

I put another hurtin' on that trail mix. I calculated the whole bag said it has 1500 calories and I ate probably about 1000 of those calories! Trying to tell myself it wasn't all bad calories because it was all fruit and nuts but I feel horrible. I'm having my low fat veggie soup tonight. The whole can is 160 cals Maybe it'll be a shock to my system and I'll lose and get out of this funk?! I can only hope lol ..

Ohhh I no what u mean I pay like 45$ month for gym n unlimited tanning and omg I haven't been all summer! I'm so bad I used to live closer to the gym but now gotta drive a little further and it sux! But I don't want toshow my white self to all my old co workers when I have surgery hehe mmmmm I lovee trail mix so much girl I could eat a whole bag in one sitting! The nuts r protein so I don't think it will hurt u to bad! I been eating alot of nuts and never gain from it really, I get the cans that say lightly salted! The soup sounds really goood! Just make sure it don't have alot of sodium in it! The sodium will cause ur body to retain fluids then make the scale go up I'm gonna b wishing u good luck tommorow for ur weigh in Taz

[shoefiend]

heyyy I'm happpy ur back! The weekends r lonesome with out u all I'm happy ur still hanging in there! Just remember when ur working out alot ur muscles retain water so don't worry to much about the number on the scale! there was times my scale just wouldn't move but I was losing lots of inches!! 2 pounds is awesome! And I agree mayb u need to up ur calories some! Maybe try 1000-1200 aday! 800 is pretty low and u don't want ur body to go into starvation mode! Sometimes even changing things up a little bit will help out!! Just play around with the calories and try to find what works best for u! But don't give up and just keep on exercising' u may not see the number u want on the scale right now but trust me in the end u will ur doing great girl!!! Just keep up the gooood work taz

Thank you for the info and pep talk I did not know that muscles retain water when u work out alot...I do need to take my measurements again, I havent since I think like back in November, I have been slacking on that big time - lol. I usually eat betwwen 1100 and 1200 cals a day cuz my doc recommended 1200. But last week for some weird reason I just could not eat hardly at all, a couple bites made me stuffed. I am gonna keep on keepin on with the exercise, etc. This time I will not give up on me! Thanks so much Taz, you always know the right things to say

[shoefiend]

Oh, I forgot to mention.... tanning sounds absolutely fantastic right now. I used to go all the time before I got married. It was nice and relaxing and peaceful, kind of like you are on your own tropic island laying on the beach Oh, I want to go so bad now!! But when I start I cant stop, I get tanorexia and go everyday and now that I am in my early thirties I am so afraid of wrinkles - lol.

[tazgirl31]

Oh, I forgot to mention.... tanning sounds absolutely fantastic right now. I used to go all the time before I got married. It was nice and relaxing and peaceful, kind of like you are on your own tropic island laying on the beach Oh, I want to go so bad now!! But when I start I cant stop, I get tanorexia and go everyday and now that I am in my early thirties I am so afraid of wrinkles - lol.

Ur welcome ohhh I no what u mean that's why I stopped tanning back In the summer, I was tanning so often I was dark dark lol then I got scared I was going to b all wrinkled up especially my face! So I stopped, I'm thinking I won't tan my face but a few times to get a little color then just gonna cover my face n tan my body! I'm so silly!! I'm gonna feel different getting in the tanning bed now for the first time since losing all this weight, it's going to b more spacey in there! Little things like this just excite me, ohhhhh listen to this,,,, today I walked into the gym to get a new key, well the girl kept looking at me so strange, she's just loooking as I got closer I smiled and she screamed omg Mary is that u??? I'm like uh yea, she freaked out she hadn't seen me since last summer beginning of summer, she could not believe I had lost all this weight! She started crying! That was a good feeling! She's wanting me to join her class it's 8 weeks long, and she said she can get my arms, legs, and stomach toned and help me get to my goal even! So mayb after my surgery that's what I will do!! Then I can pass all the info to u all, n the exercises she gives me the classes cost 107$ for 8 weeks, and I will get 2 hours a week with her, go twice a week an hour each time! So that's not to
bad! Oh and about the working out it's true, ur muscles will get inflammed and will retain fluid until they are used to it! So just continue to work out cause it's really helping u more then u no, even tho the darn scale may not say what we want it to at the time!!! So don't let it discourage u from working out taz

[tazgirl31]

Shoefiend, one more thing lol DONT EVER GIVE UP ON URSELF!! This year is for u and it's the year u are going to change and b one hot sexy healthy girl) trust me some days u just wanna give up, I did alot of days, but I just got thro it and am happy I did now. Cause when u look back and see how far u have come it's like the most amazing feeling u have ever had!! If u give me ur email I will send u some of my pics for xtra motivation! When u see how I looked before compared to now u will b like whoaaa cause I don't even look like the same girl! I looked so old and unhappy before and now it's like I can pass to b in my twenties lol! It's amazing Its just changed my entire life, attitude and everything! Like the trainer at the gym told me today she said Mary ur confidence is sooo high now, she's like u hardly even talked before and now ur just so bubbly and happy! It's true, before I felt I was always hiding in the shawdows of others but now I no longer have to hide taz

[mscasanova]

Taz: Glad to see you back.

Good luck everyone on the 3 day diet... I might have to check it out and see if its something I can do.

Ive been around havent posted much but I have been looking. So I wanted to stop in and say hello.

[tazgirl31]

Taz: Glad to see you back.

Good luck everyone on the 3 day diet... I might have to check it out and see if its something I can do.

Ive been around havent posted much but I have been looking. So I wanted to stop in and say hello.

Heyyy I'm happy u stopped by to say hi I just left u a message on ur thread! About gaining a little but like I was telling shoefiend when u work out alot ur muscles will get inflammed then retain fluid so I'm sure that's why u were up alittle on the scale! If u take a fluid pill just b sure to get the caffiene free one ! U can get it at walmart and it will say caffiene free! They work great and if ur retaining water u will no cause u will b running to the bathroom alot! Also try not to eat salty foods as that will cause u to retain fluid as well!! Hope all goes well at the dr! Hang in there u will get thro all this taz

[Mary-Mary]

Taz- you sound so happy!
I am glad that you are not feeling that negativity anymore I am so happy for you and remember that we have to look sexy for summer!

[slmoreno5803]

SLMORENO OMG! you live in Twin Falls that is crazy i never seen someone here that is from Idaho, I live in Jerome! this is great lol

No freaking way!!!!! What a rush. I don't feel so alone now that is awesome. We are going to have to get together sometime.

[tazgirl31]

Taz- you sound so happy!
I am glad that you are not feeling that negativity anymore I am so happy for you and remember that we have to look sexy for summer!

Thanx Mary!! I been giving myself these little pep talks all weekend, that I'm going to b ok,and then u all have helped me so much on here just by letting me get all my stress and worrys out! And then someone on here said something like if u think positive then positive will happen or vice versa, but that line has just stuck in my mind and I been trying to just think positive even tho I'm scared to death inside, does that make sense?My mom has been here with me also and I'm not Alone to just set and think all day, she keeps tellin me ur gonna b ok! She lived In that hosp with me a month last time so she was my security blanket stood by my bed all nite some nites when I would panic to breathe! I no this is hard on my hubby n parents to so I'm trying to b brave n strong thro it all! Although I will b bawling the day of surgery! But yr right we MUST b hot by summer! I want to wear me some shorts and not feel self conscious! Mayb even a tank top lol if my arms don't look to bad with all the xtra flab! Hehe so r u doing good? U exercising still? Eating good healthy foods? I gotta check in on u lol!!! Taz

[mscasanova]

Taz- Yeah I went to Target and got the diurex pills. They are caffeine free I have been running to the bathroom so its gotta be it. I dont cook with salt but my inlaws do and we had dinner there last night... Im willing to bet thats what it is.

Thanks too!

[slmoreno5803]

I am so glad that I am here. This is so much better than any support system than I have any where else. Taz I hope that you are feeling better today. You are on my mind and in my prayers very heavily today. You help me feel strong when I am feeling weak.

[Mary-Mary]

I am doing great I had to take a peek on my scale and I was down to 171 on saturday so I hope by Wednesday I am at 169 but even if I am at 170 ill be happy as far as exercise I am doing bad there I havent event tried to do it....I just cant motivate my self to do it ugh but If I want to lose weight faster I have to do it so tonight even if I dont want to I am going to do it lol!

And I have to tell you that you have changed the way I see life

[shoefiend]

Ur welcome ohhh I no what u mean that's why I stopped tanning back In the summer, I was tanning so often I was dark dark lol then I got scared I was going to b all wrinkled up especially my face! So I stopped, I'm thinking I won't tan my face but a few times to get a little color then just gonna cover my face n tan my body! I'm so silly!! I'm gonna feel different getting in the tanning bed now for the first time since losing all this weight, it's going to b more spacey in there! Little things like this just excite me, ohhhhh listen to this,,,, today I walked into the gym to get a new key, well the girl kept looking at me so strange, she's just loooking as I got closer I smiled and she screamed omg Mary is that u??? I'm like uh yea, she freaked out she hadn't seen me since last summer beginning of summer, she could not believe I had lost all this weight! She started crying! That was a good feeling! She's wanting me to join her class it's 8 weeks long, and she said she can get my arms, legs, and stomach toned and help me get to my goal even! So mayb after my surgery that's what I will do!! Then I can pass all the info to u all, n the exercises she gives me the classes cost 107$ for 8 weeks, and I will get 2 hours a week with her, go twice a week an hour each time! So that's not to
bad! Oh and about the working out it's true, ur muscles will get inflammed and will retain fluid until they are used to it! So just continue to work out cause it's really helping u more then u no, even tho the darn scale may not say what we want it to at the time!!! So don't let it discourage u from working out taz

OMG, That is so me - lol. Tanning until I am sooo dark. I already have a kind of dark complexion so when I would go tanning I would have people ask if I was hawaiian, hispanic or italian. I would be like I wish then I wouldnt have to go tanning all the time! That is a good idea, limiting the amount to the face...I wish I could tell myself to do that but I love getting my face tan too so that I dont feel like I have to wear makeup. I really hate wearing makeup in the summer cuz I hate the way it feels kinda greasy when it is hot! Getting in the bed now that u r so small will be such a wonderful feeling! I can just imagine how that will feel, having all that room! What a wonderful feeling that mustve been to run into someone you havent seen in 4ever and make them cry cuz you look so good! I hope you are on cloud nine right now, that just affirms all the hard work and effort you have put in over the past year to look so amazing Is she a personal trainer or does she teach an aerobics class? I had a gym membership back in the day and I would take step class and LOVED it! So much that I bought a step bench and dvd, but the class/teacher is much more motivational than an instruction video Now I live out in the boonies, so no gym nearby to take my beloved step class, so I do my 2nd fave walking. I would love to hear of any great toning moves she teaches!

[shoefiend]

Shoefiend, one more thing lol DONT EVER GIVE UP ON URSELF!! This year is for u and it's the year u are going to change and b one hot sexy healthy girl) trust me some days u just wanna give up, I did alot of days, but I just got thro it and am happy I did now. Cause when u look back and see how far u have come it's like the most amazing feeling u have ever had!! If u give me ur email I will send u some of my pics for xtra motivation! When u see how I looked before compared to now u will b like whoaaa cause I don't even look like the same girl! I looked so old and unhappy before and now it's like I can pass to b in my twenties lol! It's amazing Its just changed my entire life, attitude and everything! Like the trainer at the gym told me today she said Mary ur confidence is sooo high now, she's like u hardly even talked before and now ur just so bubbly and happy! It's true, before I felt I was always hiding in the shawdows of others but now I no longer have to hide taz

I wont ever give up on myself again, even if I tried I know I have all of you to put me in check - lol! I love this site soooo much, having all of this support and motivation from everyone that understands cuz they are having or have had the same struggles. I too have been the shy quiet one for far too long. I do notice the more weight I lose the more I want to go out and do things and open up. So I can only imagine how much better it gets the closer I get to goal! I would love to see your pics! I will PM you my email address, I cant wait to see them! I get really excited to see the wonderful transformations, it is incredibly motivational!! Thank you Taz

[shoefiend]

Taz - I just tried to send you a pm but your box was full, so I just posted the message with my email to your profile

[tazgirl31]

Taz- Yeah I went to Target and got the diurex pills. They are caffeine free I have been running to the bathroom so its gotta be it. I dont cook with salt but my inlaws do and we had dinner there last night... Im willing to bet thats what it is.

Thanks too!

Oh great I'm happy u got some and it's working for u yep if ur not used to eating salt that is prob what did it! I am the same way, I use very little salt, so when I eat some place else my weight goes up next day lol! I'm sure u will b down tommorow taz

[tazgirl31]

I am so glad that I am here. This is so much better than any support system than I have any where else. Taz I hope that you are feeling better today. You are on my mind and in my prayers very heavily today. You help me feel strong when I am feeling weak.

Thank u I appreciate all ur prayers , I actually had a good day today, UNTIL tonight I went to walmart just walking around and noticed my stomach feeling strange, ugh feel down and felt the big ole lump so yea I freaked out, had a full blown panic attack, just rushed outta the store and now home I got the lump pushed back in, this gets so stressful at times! I just Want it fixed soon!! But I'm ok now, I have a truss around my stomach to hold it tight! I am sooo happy we met on here I love this forum and have met some really wonderful people from here! I no I wouldn't b where I am today if it hadn't been for those that supported me all the way! So I'm sooo happy to no that I can help u and others in that way u girls r just soooooo sweeet!! U and Mary have for sure gotta meet up with one another!! That would b soooo cool!!! I. Have met one person from this forum last summer she drove like 4 hours to my house, we had a really good visit, and she's actually going to come b with me when I have surgery I love making new friends even if it's thro the Internet, I can always tell who is real and not real!! Sometimes people just connect and others don't!! But Mary is for sure real and I so wish I lived in ya"lls town hehe!! Taz

[tazgirl31]

I am doing great I had to take a peek on my scale and I was down to 171 on saturday so I hope by Wednesday I am at 169 but even if I am at 170 ill be happy as far as exercise I am doing bad there I havent event tried to do it....I just cant motivate my self to do it ugh but If I want to lose weight faster I have to do it so tonight even if I dont want to I am going to do it lol!

And I have to tell you that you have changed the way I see life

Woohoo for 171 girl ahhhh ur gonna love seeing 169!! That was the best feeling!! Yesss u get ur booty up and do some exercise lol even if it's just a walk cause walking is my absolute most favorite to do and I NO it works!!! U just keeep thinking about that bikini this summer and it will motivate u to exercise!!! I'm sooo touched to no that I can touch all of ya"lls life in a positive way and Want u to no I feel the same about u all! We are all so blessed to have one another))) Mayb if u and simore live close enough u guys can walk togather this summer that's cool u met someone close by!!! Taz

[tazgirl31]

Taz - I just tried to send you a pm but your box was full, so I just posted the message with my email to your profile

Oh I'm so sorrry! I try to keep that box cleaned out lol!I will go and check my profile n email u I did delete my messages lol I'm so bad with that!!! Taz

[tazgirl31]

Shoefiend!!!!!!!
Girl were sooooo alike lol!!! I hateee wearing makeup, it just makes my face feel gross, clogs my pores or something lol! I did find some really good mineral makeup and it's awesome u don't even feel like u have makeup on! Ur face feels and looks so fresh! Well, i had a nice tan tonight, but I'm a little burned now lol especially my face n neck! And I'm sure my entire body will b red tommoruw since it's been so long since I tanned the bed was really spacey inside and I could turn over without hitting top of lid lol! I wanted to try to go everyday until the 27th so I can build a nice tan I. Love being dark to lol and I have Alot of Indian in me so I get dark fast, alot of people have ask me if I'm Italian to lol I'm like nope!! I wish tho haha!! I'm going to get u some pics out tonight! I just took some new ones today to so u can see what I look like! Let me no what u think!!!!! And yes the lady at gym Is a trainer, I'm really lookin forward to having one on one time with her I will for sure share all the good info she gives me! She even helps with food and everything so it will b interesting! Well I'm off to get ur email address so will send u some mail now taz