[sexynurse88]

Oh my gosh….it is 1:43 AM and I have to get up for clinicals at six! I have had the most stressful day in I don’t know how long. I know that it is a side effect of the phentermine because I am usually a very laid back and humorous person but I was hyper sensitive and work was crazy and BLUGHHHH. Everything that could go wrong today did. The nurse that I was stuck with at work treated me like her slave all night long and one of my fellow employees got on my nerves. My roommate who is my best friend irritated me to no end by simply doing nothing. My boyfriend attempted to be comforting but I chewed his head off for a second because he asked me if I thought working out would help (he meant working out would be helpful because it would release endorphins and he said it in such a supportive way) yet I still lectured him about wanting me to exercise when I knew from the start that it wasn’t his meaning. I feel like I am on such a rollercoaster and I am not the type of person that really tells people how I feel so I am attempting to keep all of my rage bottled up inside but some of it is starting to seep out. I am posting this in the effort of venting because I don’t think I can hold it in any more, and honestly I do feel a bit better. Please someone tells me this hyper sensitive and edgy feeling mellows out!

[alykat06]

Eh sometimes it mellows within the first few weeks, but for me it has been pretty bad the longer I have been on it, add TOM and you have godzilla roaring through your town lmao. Try to think rationally before you speak, I know a few times last week I snapped before I thought and spoke like a normal human being. Go-d-zi-ll-a!!!! lmao, the stress only makes weight loss worse so try and relax, hopefully the hormones will calm down