So this weekend I went out and went jeans hunting. I usually have to buy the ugly ones that look like grandma pants (no offense) It just gets depressing that you have to be fat and ugly too. Howcome we cant make clothes that look good and still fit bigger people? So anyways i went into lane bryant and I wanted to buy the whole jeans section! I got 3 pair and they look amazing on me!! I have my butt again lmao!! i cant belive how fatastic they look. So I said bye bye to my old pants and hello to these! I also put on some other xl shirts of mine and they are too big!! I feel huge in them, I guess they will have to be pj's now

. I love losing weight but i hope after all this I will never have to be this way again
