Hey I am here! I have been reading, just not posting..
I have some heavy things on my mind right now that are really getting to me...
It's not Hitler. I just have to get over it and own up to somthing that may cost me alot of money...It was not a intentional thing I did, but I should have been on top of it...I did not follow up on it and now it may cost me thousands!! So needless to say I have not been sleeping..I was up untill 3: 00 am thinking about it and researching on the net..
Any way on a good note I have been stuck for a while at 142 then went back up to 146 I was stuck and gained because I just did not take my phen for about 2 months and ate really really bad. I hate going to the doc that gives me the phen..I can't understand a damn word he says. So I have not been sice june. I had a whole month of pills left and stared them again this week. This morning the scale was at 140 baby!! 20 more to go!!! I am gonna take the phen untill they run out and try it on my own after that. We shall see!!!
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lost 10 before phen
4/16/2008 160 LBS
4/26/2008 153
5/03/2008 149
5/15/2008 147
5/19/2008 145 at Docs
Last Summer

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