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I am so completely frustrated today and on my way to being depressed.
I got on the the scale this morning and it was UP from 207 yesterday morning to 211 this morning. I was so mad, I tossed it back under the table and just about cried. I dont understand what the heck is going on. I am at the gym at least 5 days a week - sweating my BUTT off - literally - my crack is soaking wet when I leave and at the MOST my calorie intake has been close to 2000 each day and then some days barely 1000.
I am so sick of fighting this losing battle and im about at my wits end. The funny thing is - I can forsee what I will look like when I look in the mirror - I can see the flat stomach and the toned arms and legs so I dont understand what my problem is - as to why im not getting there!!
Im at a loss today - really I am.
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(¸.ˇ´ (¸ ;.♥ˇ' Jodi ♥
Heaviest 239 (1999)
SW - 217 10/23/04
CW - 209 11/10/05
CW - 200 2/15/06
CW - 199.5 4/22/06 (my 30th b-day)
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