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EBONY POETESS · August 22nd, 2003, 08:14 AM

PLEAS GUYS READ MY LAST POST I NEED SOME EMOTIONAL SUPPORT

rene76 · August 22nd, 2003, 08:27 AM

WHERE IS IT??? I'M LOOKING....YOUR LAST POST WAS IN ANOTHER THREAD...WHAT'S UP??? PM ME IF YOU NEED TO TALK I CAN GO INTO CHAT..NOT BUSY...
~RENE'

CarolinaGirl · August 22nd, 2003, 08:32 AM

Hey Fit! I read your post and I am so sorry. It sounds like this means a lot to you. Did you tell your mom that she gave you something you probably can't even use? I know you don't have much time left but maybe you could find something else. Hope you feel better.

EBONY POETESS · August 22nd, 2003, 08:39 AM

ITS CALLED I AM MAD AS HELL AND DICOURAGED

rene76 · August 22nd, 2003, 08:59 AM

i am so sorry! you know...my mom is like that sometimes too....she just doesn't think about ME..so i do know how you feel! i really don't know why they are like that...you'd think they'd put themselves in our shoes. do you think that maybe your mom thought you'd like it or would be able to use it? maybe she wasn't meaning to upset you.
i am sure it will all work out..even if it doesn't seem like it right now. keep up posted and good luck!
~rene'

RoxanneRoxanne · August 22nd, 2003, 09:11 AM

I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now.

The only thing I can think of is maybe getting an instrumental version of a song that people will recognize as being an erotic song, a song that you are already familiar with, so that it will be easier to write to? Also, if it's music that the audience is familiar with, they may really get into it because that song will bring up great memories.

I don't know what your style is like or anything like that, but if it's kind of jazzy, you could do a search for jazz musicians who have done a song like "Between the Sheets" for instance, and then call around to local stores to see who carries it.

As for your mom, maybe since she knew that you would be in front of an audience, she wanted her voice on there so that she could be heard also? I don't know, but I know it's upsetting for you. It would be hard for me to write anything erotic to something that had my mom's voice on it...talk about a mood killer! For now, focus on getting everything together for your performance tomorrow, and then after all of that's over have a talk with your mom and let her know how this has made you feel and what kind of pressure it put you under.

I hope that everything works out well!

Elisabeth · August 22nd, 2003, 09:11 AM

I can't find the post!

Elisabeth

STaR101 · August 22nd, 2003, 09:13 AM

Okay, am I an *ss, or is the post not here anymore??? I can't find it, can someone bump it up please?????

rene76 · August 22nd, 2003, 09:24 AM

hey star..it's on the challenge board i beleive...if you go to her profile and just hit 'last post' or something like that...it'll pop up.
later~rene'

RoxanneRoxanne · August 22nd, 2003, 09:24 AM

Quote:

Originally posted by Elisabeth:
I can't find the post!

It's in the Challenge forum.

STaR101 · August 22nd, 2003, 09:52 AM

THANKS GUYS!!!

FIT:

Girl, first off your poetry is tight enough that the audience's concentration should be on that alone!!! I'm not sure what type of relationship u and your mom have, but if I were u, after the poetry reading is all said and done I would confront her. Right now u have to worry about gettin your sh*t together, she can wait. I would also NOT use her music, just out of spite I guess, but that's just me. If I were u I would go with one of your favorite artists that has some soulful beats. I'm sure u can think of a few. Even if u go online u can get instrumentals. Also, maybe u can leave YOUR singing part out, if it's possible, I know u don't want to, but u need to think of something last minute and quickly, so u might have to make some alterations that u would rather not make.

Good luck!

ps: I would love to read the poem if ya wanna pm it to me!!!

EBONY POETESS · August 22nd, 2003, 10:49 AM

THANKS I AM A LITTLE BETTER NOW I HAVE BEEN PRACTICING MY POEM AND I CALLED MY COUSIN AND TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED AND SHE WAS LIKE WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT SHE NEW HOW IMPORTANT THIS WAS AND AT THE LAST MINUTE TOO
BUT SHE SHE IS DOING MY HAIR TONIGHT AND SHE SAID SHE HAS A LOT OF SOULFULLY EROTIC INSTRUMENTALS AND I COULD PRACTICE AT HER HOUSE TODAY
I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS FOR UNDERSTANDING SHE MADE ME FEE LIKE I WAS UNGREATFUL BUT I JUST WANTED MY MOMENT TO GIVE MY BEST
IT MEANS ALOT TO ME THAT YOU GUYS CARED ENOUGH TO GIVE HEART WARMING ADVICE THANK YOU
GOD IS WONDERFUL WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW GUYS

health4life · August 22nd, 2003, 10:55 AM

Dang I am so sorry to hear that girl.
Girl thats right go to your cousin house practice and put it all behind u so u can have a GREAT performance tonight

Goodluck and we will be there with u in spirit

dsprtlyseekingme · August 24th, 2003, 07:14 AM

I'm sorry I missed this yesterday but I hope your poetry went well and everything came together for you. I would have been angry with your mom as well and I wouldn't have used her music at all. But whatever. It's done now. Let us know how it went.

August 22nd, 2003, 08:14 AM	#1 (permalink)
EBONY POETESS Diamond Phenster Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: chicago Posts: 9,558 Lost Weight: 65 Current Weight: 185 Goal Weight: 160 firm by Valentines Day my birthday	PLEAS GUYS READ MY LAST POST I NEED SOME EMOTIONAL SUPPORT starting weight august of 2007 ,250 cw:185 pounds goal weight: 150 No longer on phentermine since august of 2007.

August 22nd, 2003, 08:27 AM	#2 (permalink)
rene76 Gold Phenster Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Missouri Posts: 2,058 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 246 lbs Goal Weight: 180 lbs.	WHERE IS IT??? I'M LOOKING....YOUR LAST POST WAS IN ANOTHER THREAD...WHAT'S UP??? PM ME IF YOU NEED TO TALK I CAN GO INTO CHAT..NOT BUSY... ~RENE' ~Rene'~ 5 FT. 11 IN. TALL CW~ 244.6 1st GW~ 199 (ANYTHING OUT OF THE 200'S WILL BE GREAT!!) FGW~ 175

August 22nd, 2003, 08:39 AM	#4 (permalink)
EBONY POETESS Diamond Phenster Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: chicago Posts: 9,558 Lost Weight: 65 Current Weight: 185 Goal Weight: 160 firm by Valentines Day my birthday	ITS CALLED I AM MAD AS HELL AND DICOURAGED starting weight august of 2007 ,250 cw:185 pounds goal weight: 150 No longer on phentermine since august of 2007.

August 22nd, 2003, 08:59 AM	#5 (permalink)
rene76 Gold Phenster Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Missouri Posts: 2,058 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 246 lbs Goal Weight: 180 lbs.	i am so sorry! you know...my mom is like that sometimes too....she just doesn't think about ME..so i do know how you feel! i really don't know why they are like that...you'd think they'd put themselves in our shoes. do you think that maybe your mom thought you'd like it or would be able to use it? maybe she wasn't meaning to upset you. i am sure it will all work out..even if it doesn't seem like it right now. keep up posted and good luck! ~rene' ~Rene'~ 5 FT. 11 IN. TALL CW~ 244.6 1st GW~ 199 (ANYTHING OUT OF THE 200'S WILL BE GREAT!!) FGW~ 175

August 22nd, 2003, 09:11 AM	#6 (permalink)
RoxanneRoxanne Diamond Phenster Join Date: Jan 2003 Location: Oklahoma Posts: 2,944 Lost Weight: 43 (mostly without phen) Current Weight: 242 Goal Weight: 150	I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now. The only thing I can think of is maybe getting an instrumental version of a song that people will recognize as being an erotic song, a song that you are already familiar with, so that it will be easier to write to? Also, if it's music that the audience is familiar with, they may really get into it because that song will bring up great memories. I don't know what your style is like or anything like that, but if it's kind of jazzy, you could do a search for jazz musicians who have done a song like "Between the Sheets" for instance, and then call around to local stores to see who carries it. As for your mom, maybe since she knew that you would be in front of an audience, she wanted her voice on there so that she could be heard also? I don't know, but I know it's upsetting for you. It would be hard for me to write anything erotic to something that had my mom's voice on it...talk about a mood killer! For now, focus on getting everything together for your performance tomorrow, and then after all of that's over have a talk with your mom and let her know how this has made you feel and what kind of pressure it put you under. I hope that everything works out well! Wanna hear me sing? *Ask... Believe... Receive...* My MySpace

August 22nd, 2003, 08:32 AM	#3 (permalink)
CarolinaGirl Diamond Phenster Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: NC Posts: 4,609 Lost Weight: 39 Current Weight: 176 Goal Weight: 150	Hey Fit! I read your post and I am so sorry. It sounds like this means a lot to you. Did you tell your mom that she gave you something you probably can't even use? I know you don't have much time left but maybe you could find something else. Hope you feel better.

August 22nd, 2003, 09:11 AM	#7 (permalink)
Elisabeth Silver Phenster Join Date: Apr 2001 Location: New York Posts: 417 Lost Weight: 195 Current Weight: 235 Goal Weight: 135	I can't find the post! Elisabeth

August 22nd, 2003, 09:13 AM	#8 (permalink)
STaR101 DiaMoND CLuSTa HuSTLa Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: NY TiLL i Die Posts: 5,835 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 195\'ish Goal Weight: 170\'ish	Okay, am I an *ss, or is the post not here anymore??? I can't find it, can someone bump it up please????? -"I can do bad by myself, and since I been by myself, I haven't done bad"- -"Don't assume failure, or you'll be sure to make it a reality"- -"Don't make it a priority if you're just an option"- 5'8" ~ 25lbs GoNe ~ ~ 15 MoRe PouNDS To Go ~ ~ DoiN THa DaMN THaNG ~

August 22nd, 2003, 09:24 AM	#9 (permalink)
rene76 Gold Phenster Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Missouri Posts: 2,058 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 246 lbs Goal Weight: 180 lbs.	hey star..it's on the challenge board i beleive...if you go to her profile and just hit 'last post' or something like that...it'll pop up. later~rene' ~Rene'~ 5 FT. 11 IN. TALL CW~ 244.6 1st GW~ 199 (ANYTHING OUT OF THE 200'S WILL BE GREAT!!) FGW~ 175

August 22nd, 2003, 09:52 AM	#11 (permalink)
STaR101 DiaMoND CLuSTa HuSTLa Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: NY TiLL i Die Posts: 5,835 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 195\'ish Goal Weight: 170\'ish	THANKS GUYS!!! FIT: Girl, first off your poetry is tight enough that the audience's concentration should be on that alone!!! I'm not sure what type of relationship u and your mom have, but if I were u, after the poetry reading is all said and done I would confront her. Right now u have to worry about gettin your sh*t together, she can wait. I would also NOT use her music, just out of spite I guess, but that's just me. If I were u I would go with one of your favorite artists that has some soulful beats. I'm sure u can think of a few. Even if u go online u can get instrumentals. Also, maybe u can leave YOUR singing part out, if it's possible, I know u don't want to, but u need to think of something last minute and quickly, so u might have to make some alterations that u would rather not make. Good luck! ps: I would love to read the poem if ya wanna pm it to me!!! -"I can do bad by myself, and since I been by myself, I haven't done bad"- -"Don't assume failure, or you'll be sure to make it a reality"- -"Don't make it a priority if you're just an option"- 5'8" ~ 25lbs GoNe ~ ~ 15 MoRe PouNDS To Go ~ ~ DoiN THa DaMN THaNG ~

August 22nd, 2003, 10:49 AM	#12 (permalink)
EBONY POETESS Diamond Phenster Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: chicago Posts: 9,558 Lost Weight: 65 Current Weight: 185 Goal Weight: 160 firm by Valentines Day my birthday	THANKS I AM A LITTLE BETTER NOW I HAVE BEEN PRACTICING MY POEM AND I CALLED MY COUSIN AND TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED AND SHE WAS LIKE WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT SHE NEW HOW IMPORTANT THIS WAS AND AT THE LAST MINUTE TOO BUT SHE SHE IS DOING MY HAIR TONIGHT AND SHE SAID SHE HAS A LOT OF SOULFULLY EROTIC INSTRUMENTALS AND I COULD PRACTICE AT HER HOUSE TODAY I APPRECIATE YOU GUYS FOR UNDERSTANDING SHE MADE ME FEE LIKE I WAS UNGREATFUL BUT I JUST WANTED MY MOMENT TO GIVE MY BEST IT MEANS ALOT TO ME THAT YOU GUYS CARED ENOUGH TO GIVE HEART WARMING ADVICE THANK YOU GOD IS WONDERFUL WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW GUYS starting weight august of 2007 ,250 cw:185 pounds goal weight: 150 No longer on phentermine since august of 2007.

August 22nd, 2003, 10:55 AM	#13 (permalink)
health4life I AM WILLING TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO LIVE A HEALTHY SLIMMER LIFE Join Date: Oct 2002 Location: florida Posts: 6,748 Lost Weight: 98 lbs Current Weight: 170 lbs Goal Weight: 150	Dang I am so sorry to hear that girl. Girl thats right go to your cousin house practice and put it all behind u so u can have a GREAT performance tonight Goodluck and we will be there with u in spirit

August 24th, 2003, 07:14 AM	#14 (permalink)
dsprtlyseekingme Silver Phenster Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: somewhereintheUS Posts: 145 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 181 Goal Weight: 125	I'm sorry I missed this yesterday but I hope your poetry went well and everything came together for you. I would have been angry with your mom as well and I wouldn't have used her music at all. But whatever. It's done now. Let us know how it went. Desparate! 5'2" sw 181 (08/15/03) --- 172 (08/23/03-1wk) cw 171 (08/29/03-Slim&Thankful Commitment sw) gw 125

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