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I couldn't believe it! Three years ago when I was on another wieght loss kick i bought these flare khakis in a size 20 knowing that it took an act of God to get them over my hips let alone I couldn't get the zipper up. I knew that one day I would fit into them. So I put them in a plastic bag w/ 2 pairs of jeans the same size labled "don't throw out, I will wear them someday!" Well Friday 4/18/03 was the day I put them on w/ ease and zipped them up w/ no problem!!!! I didn't even have to **** in my tummy!!!!! I wore them all day yeasterday and I was so pumped because I was really comfortable in them! It felt like I was wearing a comfy pair of jeans. Any way I just wanted to share w/ everyone this little triumph! Ihave never in my life been able to lose enough weight to fit in a smaller size. Everytime I have tried to change my life for the better Ihave always reverted back to my old ways and given up on a better life. I still struggle with my day to day feelings of self - doubt. But everytime I get that feeling I grab my journal, cry, or talk to someone so I can work those feeling out without food. I take things day by day now and try to learn from my past mistakes. It helps that I have an amazing support system and this web site with it's amazing community of people to encourage each other, give advice, and celebrate our accomplishments.
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