I need a kick in the .....or a big hug???? - Phentermine.com

Stayingstrong · November 5th, 2003, 04:48 PM

Today I got my kids off to school and I crawled back into bed and didn't get up till like 4 pm and I didn't eat but once today.... I am even embarassed to admit that I slept all day.

I have had a headache for like 4 days, my pms has come and gone, everything that I have cared about exercise, eating right, school work, I just don't have the motivation to follow through. I have gained back 5 lbs over the last couple of months and I feel hopeless. I know I am very depressed but I don't have health insurance to even seek treatment so what should I do? I just feel like giving up. I have never been a quitter before I have always fought for everthing that I wanted and I just feel like I am spinning out of control and I feel lost. Does anyone have anything that works good for depression that doesn't have to be prescribed

I am so willing ot try anything. My son and I are going to start reunning together after school gets out because he wants to get in shape for baseball season maybie that will help. I just dont know

Tammy

djw002002 · November 5th, 2003, 04:56 PM

Wow. I wish I could tell you what to do to get over the way your feeling .Just dont let the everyday burdens of life take controll.Hang in there girl , your in my prayers and thoughts

( HUGS...HUGS ) coming your way

teachtwenty · November 5th, 2003, 05:21 PM

Hey Honey,

Big hugs and smooches your way!!! Just think of those beautiful kiddos and GET YOUR BUTT MOVING!!! YOU'VE HAD YOUR REST! Now get up and shake that thing all over the house!!! Here in NY we have Family Health Plus, have you looked into low cost or more affordable health care? You need to take care of you before you can take care of your babies, and they need you, you are their one and only #1 Mom. We love you and you are an inspiration to me, now don't lose steam, because there's one chickie here who a) knows you can do it, and b) needs a good kick in the arse herself once in a while!!!!

dollarsgirl · November 5th, 2003, 05:32 PM

Hey girl! I am sorry you are feeling down! We are here for ya and are cheering you on! Just keep your eyes on the prize and it will come! You are such a wonderful inspiration to ALOT of people here and we all know you can do it! Just get up and do something even if you dont want to cause as soon as you do you will feel better! I will be thinking about you!

tamtam · November 5th, 2003, 05:36 PM

HI TAMMY, FIRST OF ALL MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU

I JUST WANT TO SAY TO YOU THAT YOUVE BEEN ON AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER LATELY, NOT THAT YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW THAT, BUT I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT YOU PROBABLY JUST NEED THE REST. YOU KNOW WHEN YOUR ADRENALINE GETS PUMPIN AND THEN AS SOON AS THINGS CALM DOWN YOU GET REAL TIRED? WELL THATS PROBABLY EXACTLY WHATS HAPPENING. GIVE YOURSELF TIME TO RECOOPERATE AND DONT GET DOWN ON YOURSELF ABOUT IT, JUST CONSIDER IT "YOUR" TIME. AND WHILE YOUR DOING THAT, KEEP IN MIND ALL OF THE WONDERFUL THINGS YOU DO HAVE IN YOUR LIFE, DONT LET 5 LBS BE ALL THAT YOUR ABOUT, YOU TRULY HAVE SO MUCH TO BE HAPPY FOR AND
YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON THOSE THINGS AND I THINK AS LONG AS YOU DO THAT AND TAKE THAT MUCH NEEDED BREAK AND REST THAT YOU WILL BE JUST FINE, SO LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU TOO

Stayingstrong · November 6th, 2003, 05:37 AM

Thank you guys sooo much. I really needed that. I don't know why I am feeling the way I am I just wish I would snap out of it like yesterday or something.... But I did exercise last night after I posted this and I must say I felt alot better afterwards. I did cardio and abs. I also hopped on the scale and I have lost 2 of the 5 lbs I gained back so that is a good thing!! I made myself go to bed last night at 2 am (even though I wasn't tired at all) and I got up at 5 am to get the kids ready for school and I am not going to lay back down. I might allow myself a nap only if I get all my homework done!! That would be a relief right there if I can get all this crap done! You girls I swear are angels and I can always count on you guys for a kind word just when I need it

Tammy

CarolinaGirl · November 6th, 2003, 09:05 AM

Hey Tammy! Glad to hear that you are feeling better today. Congrats on the 2 lbs! You will get the rest back of once you get your routine going again. Good luck to you.

STaR101 · November 6th, 2003, 09:50 AM

HOLY F*CK, I missed this post!! I would have kicked you *ss right out of that bed thru the computer, THEN hugged ya

.

I'm happy u worked out and kept your *ss out of that bed! U know what, sometimes we need to lay around and let our bodies "go", there's nothng wrong with that at all!!! AT ALL!!! We all need to rest!!!!!

EBONY POETESS · November 6th, 2003, 12:35 PM

OH TAMMY IT'S OK
WE ALL GO THROUGH THIS
IT COMES TO A POINT WHERE WE HAVE LOST SO MUCH WE GET TIRED OF TRYING AND DIETING AND SAY FLUCK IT
BUT LOOK HOW GOOD YOU LOOK GIRL
AND HOW NICE IT FELT TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AT A SMALLER TAMMY A WALKING TALLER TAMMY
GIRL UP AND GET OFF YOUR ***** AND WORK IT OUT LADY RIGHT NOW!
REMEMBER MY CHEER GO BACK AND LOOK GIRL
OH AND ROXANNES POST IS WONDERFUL FOR MOTIVATION
SMOOCHES GIRL

Stayingstrong · November 6th, 2003, 02:01 PM

Thank you guys. You are awesome and so sweet. Star girl where the he!! have ya been, thank you for posting and fit girl I am glad you got your cheer back because I always look forward to your posts. Angela thank you for the support you have been always supportive of me. I am finishing up my nutrition homework

Tammy

November 5th, 2003, 05:21 PM	#3 (permalink)
teachtwenty Silver Phenster Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Upstate New York Posts: 350 Lost Weight: 13lbs!!! Current Weight: 279 Goal Weight: 170	Hey Honey, Big hugs and smooches your way!!! Just think of those beautiful kiddos and GET YOUR BUTT MOVING!!! YOU'VE HAD YOUR REST! Now get up and shake that thing all over the house!!! Here in NY we have Family Health Plus, have you looked into low cost or more affordable health care? You need to take care of you before you can take care of your babies, and they need you, you are their one and only #1 Mom. We love you and you are an inspiration to me, now don't lose steam, because there's one chickie here who a) knows you can do it, and b) needs a good kick in the arse herself once in a while!!!! SW:279 09/20/03 CW:261 10/20/03 250 11/20/03 GW:170

November 5th, 2003, 05:32 PM	#4 (permalink)
dollarsgirl Gold Phenster Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Alexander City, Alabama Posts: 577 Lost Weight: 48 pounds Current Weight: 207 Goal Weight: 199 for now	Hey girl! I am sorry you are feeling down! We are here for ya and are cheering you on! Just keep your eyes on the prize and it will come! You are such a wonderful inspiration to ALOT of people here and we all know you can do it! Just get up and do something even if you dont want to cause as soon as you do you will feel better! I will be thinking about you! Start wt on phen: 255 08-11-03 CW: 213 STG: 199 Week 1 wt: 08-19-03 245 10 pounds Week 2 wt: 08-26-03 242 3 pounds down 13 total Week 3 wt: 09-2-03 240 2 pounds down 15 total Week 4 wt: 09-9-03 237 3 pounds 18 total Week 5 wt: 09-15-03 234 3 pounds lost 21 total Week 6 wt: 09-22-03 230 4 pounds more 25 total Week 7 wt: 09-29-03 230 Week 8 wt: 10-6-03 224 6 pound 31 pounds total Week 9 wt: 10-13-03 220 4 pounds 35 total Week 10 wt: 10-20-03 217 3 pounds 38 total Week 11 wt: 10-27-03 217 Week 12 wt: 11-4-03 215 2 more pounds 40 pounds total Week 13 wt: 11-11-03 213 42 pounds Week 14 wt: 11-18-03 210 3 pounds 45 pounds total Week 15 wt: 11-21-03 210 Week 16 wt: 12-2-03 209 1 pound 46 pounds total Week 17 wt: 12-9-03 207 2 pound loss 48 total Week 18 wt: 12-16-03 207 Week 19 wt: TBA! Here is my new pic of me and Billy. Taken on our front porch 10-18-03 You can see more pics on the web site below. http://groups.msn.com/Kerrysweightloss/shoebox.msnw

November 5th, 2003, 05:36 PM	#5 (permalink)
tamtam Gold Phenster Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: CALIFORNIA Posts: 590 Lost Weight: 25 pounds Current Weight: 230 Goal Weight: 165	HI TAMMY, FIRST OF ALL MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU I JUST WANT TO SAY TO YOU THAT YOUVE BEEN ON AN EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER LATELY, NOT THAT YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW THAT, BUT I HONESTLY BELIEVE THAT YOU PROBABLY JUST NEED THE REST. YOU KNOW WHEN YOUR ADRENALINE GETS PUMPIN AND THEN AS SOON AS THINGS CALM DOWN YOU GET REAL TIRED? WELL THATS PROBABLY EXACTLY WHATS HAPPENING. GIVE YOURSELF TIME TO RECOOPERATE AND DONT GET DOWN ON YOURSELF ABOUT IT, JUST CONSIDER IT "YOUR" TIME. AND WHILE YOUR DOING THAT, KEEP IN MIND ALL OF THE WONDERFUL THINGS YOU DO HAVE IN YOUR LIFE, DONT LET 5 LBS BE ALL THAT YOUR ABOUT, YOU TRULY HAVE SO MUCH TO BE HAPPY FOR AND YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON THOSE THINGS AND I THINK AS LONG AS YOU DO THAT AND TAKE THAT MUCH NEEDED BREAK AND REST THAT YOU WILL BE JUST FINE, SO LOTS OF HUGS TO YOU TOO tammy 11-17-03 ME AND HUBBY!!!! 9-16-03 st.wt.-255 9-23-03 242 I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! 13 POUNDS! 9-30-03* 237 18 pounds gone forever!!!!!! 10-14-03* 230 25 POUNDS TOTAL,YAY!5 1/2IN. 10-21-03 226 29 POUNDS 2 1/2IN. 10-28-03 5 POUNDS THIS WEEK! 221 AND A TOTAL OF 34 POUNDS, YIPPEEE!! 11-04-03 5 POUNDS 216 AND A TOTAL OF 39!!OW! I FEEL GOOD,DODO--DODO--DODO-DO!! 11-11-03 6 POUNDS 210 AND A TOTAL OF 45!!!IS THIS FOR REAL??!! 11-18-03 *3 POUNDS!!!207 NOW AND A TOTAL LOSS OF 48!!!!!I COULDNT HAVE GOTTEN THIS FAR WITHOUT ALL OF YOU HERE, THANKYOU!! 42 POUNDS TO GO!!! 11-25-03 3 POUNDS AND 204, I HOPE I MAKE IT THROUGH THANKSGIVING WITH ANOTHER LOSS NEXT WEEK!!! 12-02-03 4 POUNDS AND 200!!!! ONDERLAND HERE I COME!!!!!! 12-09-03 4 pounds 196, woowee!!! 12-16-03 3 pounds 193-Still Movin! 12-23-03 2 pounds 191-im shocked!! 12-30-03 3 pounds 188-im doubleyubbly shocked!lol 1-06-04 3 POUNDS!! 20 LBS TO GO!! 70 POUNDS TOTAL LOST!!!!! 1-27-04 5 more pounds!! 180 2-20-04 173 current weight-173!!!

November 6th, 2003, 09:50 AM	#8 (permalink)
STaR101 DiaMoND CLuSTa HuSTLa Join Date: Mar 2003 Location: NY TiLL i Die Posts: 5,835 Lost Weight: 0lbs Current Weight: 195\'ish Goal Weight: 170\'ish	HOLY FCK, I missed this post!! I would have kicked you ss right out of that bed thru the computer, THEN hugged ya . I'm happy u worked out and kept your *ss out of that bed! U know what, sometimes we need to lay around and let our bodies "go", there's nothng wrong with that at all!!! AT ALL!!! We all need to rest!!!!! -"I can do bad by myself, and since I been by myself, I haven't done bad"- -"Don't assume failure, or you'll be sure to make it a reality"- -"Don't make it a priority if you're just an option"- 5'8" ~ 25lbs GoNe ~ ~ 15 MoRe PouNDS To Go ~ ~ DoiN THa DaMN THaNG ~

November 6th, 2003, 12:35 PM	#9 (permalink)
EBONY POETESS Diamond Phenster Join Date: Jun 2003 Location: chicago Posts: 9,558 Lost Weight: 65 Current Weight: 185 Goal Weight: 160 firm by Valentines Day my birthday	OH TAMMY IT'S OK WE ALL GO THROUGH THIS IT COMES TO A POINT WHERE WE HAVE LOST SO MUCH WE GET TIRED OF TRYING AND DIETING AND SAY FLUCK IT BUT LOOK HOW GOOD YOU LOOK GIRL AND HOW NICE IT FELT TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR AT A SMALLER TAMMY A WALKING TALLER TAMMY GIRL UP AND GET OFF YOUR ***** AND WORK IT OUT LADY RIGHT NOW! REMEMBER MY CHEER GO BACK AND LOOK GIRL OH AND ROXANNES POST IS WONDERFUL FOR MOTIVATION SMOOCHES GIRL starting weight august of 2007 ,250 cw:185 pounds goal weight: 150 No longer on phentermine since august of 2007.

November 5th, 2003, 04:48 PM	#1 (permalink)
Stayingstrong ^Motivation^ Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: TAKING CONTROL!!!! Posts: 3,185 Lost Weight: 40 pounds Current Weight: 130 Goal Weight: 124	Today I got my kids off to school and I crawled back into bed and didn't get up till like 4 pm and I didn't eat but once today.... I am even embarassed to admit that I slept all day. I have had a headache for like 4 days, my pms has come and gone, everything that I have cared about exercise, eating right, school work, I just don't have the motivation to follow through. I have gained back 5 lbs over the last couple of months and I feel hopeless. I know I am very depressed but I don't have health insurance to even seek treatment so what should I do? I just feel like giving up. I have never been a quitter before I have always fought for everthing that I wanted and I just feel like I am spinning out of control and I feel lost. Does anyone have anything that works good for depression that doesn't have to be prescribed I am so willing ot try anything. My son and I are going to start reunning together after school gets out because he wants to get in shape for baseball season maybie that will help. I just dont know Tammy

November 5th, 2003, 04:56 PM	#2 (permalink)
djw002002 Silver Phenster Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: oklahoma Posts: 147 Lost Weight: 20lbs Current Weight: 19o. Goal Weight: 130-140	Wow. I wish I could tell you what to do to get over the way your feeling .Just dont let the everyday burdens of life take controll.Hang in there girl , your in my prayers and thoughts ( HUGS...HUGS ) coming your way

November 6th, 2003, 05:37 AM	#6 (permalink)
Stayingstrong ^Motivation^ Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: TAKING CONTROL!!!! Posts: 3,185 Lost Weight: 40 pounds Current Weight: 130 Goal Weight: 124	Thank you guys sooo much. I really needed that. I don't know why I am feeling the way I am I just wish I would snap out of it like yesterday or something.... But I did exercise last night after I posted this and I must say I felt alot better afterwards. I did cardio and abs. I also hopped on the scale and I have lost 2 of the 5 lbs I gained back so that is a good thing!! I made myself go to bed last night at 2 am (even though I wasn't tired at all) and I got up at 5 am to get the kids ready for school and I am not going to lay back down. I might allow myself a nap only if I get all my homework done!! That would be a relief right there if I can get all this crap done! You girls I swear are angels and I can always count on you guys for a kind word just when I need it Tammy

November 6th, 2003, 09:05 AM	#7 (permalink)
CarolinaGirl Diamond Phenster Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: NC Posts: 4,609 Lost Weight: 39 Current Weight: 176 Goal Weight: 150	Hey Tammy! Glad to hear that you are feeling better today. Congrats on the 2 lbs! You will get the rest back of once you get your routine going again. Good luck to you.

November 6th, 2003, 02:01 PM	#10 (permalink)
Stayingstrong ^Motivation^ Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: TAKING CONTROL!!!! Posts: 3,185 Lost Weight: 40 pounds Current Weight: 130 Goal Weight: 124	Thank you guys. You are awesome and so sweet. Star girl where the he!! have ya been, thank you for posting and fit girl I am glad you got your cheer back because I always look forward to your posts. Angela thank you for the support you have been always supportive of me. I am finishing up my nutrition homework Tammy

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