My doggy died

[TameraZ]

My brother called this morning and said my dog Kinook died. She had gone to live with him this past spring because my baby boy is allergic to dogs. She was a beautiful dog who lived a happy and long life. She has been slowing down for awhile and we knew we wouldn't have her much longer. He said she was playful and running around last weekend but then she slowed down and when he got home from work, she was in her dog house like she had gone to sleep and just not woken up. I haven't told my hubby yet - he's at work and I don't want to upset him there. We adopted her together from the shelter almost 11 years ago and she had been abused so it took months of working with her to get her to trust us. Sorry to go on and on . . . I'm just picturing her big brown eyes and how the littlest things made her happy like throwing her a piece of popcorn or throwing snowballs to her. I know she's better off in doggy heaven where she isn't hurting anymore but it's still emotional. Ok, I'm gonna stop now because I'm all teary and I don't want to get the kids all worked up again.

We are going to go find a nice plaque to put at her burial site. Madeleine wants to put a ball there for her. I keep picturing her when she was a little puppy and I was driving her to the vet. All of a sudden I heard her whining and she had her snout caught in my yoplait yogurt cup! It was the funniest thing - she loves yogurt.

Anyway, I know others here have been through this and I appreciate having a safe place to come remember her. Thanks for listening!

[MiSsJoLi]

Oh Tamera, I am so sorry. I don't know what to say...I am here if you need to talk about it. It really is losing a family member. It sounds like you gave your dog a long happy loving life and made it's time here on earth a good one.

[ November 09, 2002, 02:58 PM: Message edited by: MiSsJoLi ]

[fay]

I'm really sorry about your dog. The girls here
on phen were wonderful when I had to have my dog
put to sleep. I hope someone will send you the
poem they sent me. If they dont I will look for
it and mail it to you. I'm really sorry about
your dog.

[mommy of twins]

tamera im so sorry about your doggy. My thoughts are with you. And Im sure he loved you guys as much as you loved him You gave him a great home!

mer

[Twister]

Tam-
Just reading your post made my heart feel heavy. It made me think about when my Kaleb was hit by a car and killed 3 months ago. All the emotions that I felt then just kinda came rushing back! My heart going out to you and your family! It is so hard to lose a pet! Our Kaleb is buried in woods behind our house and he has a headstone, we put his food dish, leash and collar by his grave! Tam- I am so sorry, I know how terrible I felt went I found out about Kaleb and to know thats probably how you feel... makes me want to cry! I better stop or I will! Take care, Shannon

[Gerald Bostock]

Awww, Tam. I'm sorry.

[Clara]

Tamera I'm so sorry to hear about your doggie. It hurts I know and I hope Fay can find that poem for you. Take care

[michele m]

Aww that is so sad TamZ. Atleast you will always be able to cherish all the memories you had with her. It's so hard when you have a dog or animal that has become part of the family. I will be thinking of you and your doggie!

[Luvwater]

Oh Tam I am so very sorry..I know how tough this is...they really are part of your family...we're here for you !!!

I found the poem Fay was talking about...hope Hettie doesn't mind

We love ya!!
Ann
A DOG'S PRAYER

Treat me kindly, my beloved master, for no heart in all the world is more grateful for kindness than the loving heart of me.

Do not break my spirit with a stick, for though I should lick your hand between blows, your patience and understanding will more quickly teach me the things you would have me do.

Speak to me often, for your voice is the world's sweetest music, as you must know by the fierce wagging of my tail when your footstep falls upon my waiting ear.

When it is cold and wet, please take me inside, for I am now a domesticated animal, no longer used to bitter elements. And I ask no greater glory than the privilege of sitting at your feet beside the hearth. Though had you no home, I would rather follow you through ice and snow than rest upon the softest pillow in the warmest home in all the land, for you are my god and I am your devoted worshiper.

Keep my pan filled with fresh water, for although I should not reproach you were it dry, I cannot tell you when I suffer thirst.

Feed me clean food, that I may stay well to romp and ply and do your bidding, to walk by your side, and stand ready, willing and able to protect you with my life, should your life be in danger.

And beloved master, should the Great Master see fit to deprive me of my health or sight, do not turn me away from you. Rather, hold me gently in your arms as skilled hands grant me the merciful boon of eternal rest...

And I will leave you knowing with the last breath I draw, my fate was ever safest in your hands.
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"A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than you love yourself."

[ November 09, 2002, 05:28 PM: Message edited by: Luvwater ]

[SeaCruisin]

OH Tamera ! I am so sorry
I know how hard losing a pet is
My thoughts are with you ........

[BrandiSCollins8]

Tam, I'm sorry to hear about your dog...my thoughts are with you..

[luvmyboxerpup]

Oh Tamera, I'm sooo sorry, that's really sad.

I know you are thankful that you got to spend so many good years with him and I know he was blessed to have you guys as his family for so long, esp. coming from his background.

[ski angel]

your post.......hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
soooo sorry to hear about your dog!!!....
not sure what else to say other than my feelings about it...sorry...hold tight to the ones you love for alittle love back!

[cshell]

Tamera,

I am so sorry. My dog Jake passed last year and it was devastating to me. My heart is with you.

Cshell

[nal]

I'm very sorry.

[squidgers]

Tam- So sorry about your doggie. (((HUGS)))

[ November 09, 2002, 08:05 PM: Message edited by: squidgers ]

[Mommaof4]

I'm so sorry to hear about you pet. I'll be thinking of you.

Wishing you well, safe and many blessings,

Terri

[Gemi_lee]

Hi I'm so sorry to hear about your dog, I know how you feel, I loss my dog back in Jan. I also adopted him from a shelter 12 yrs ago my thoughts are with you, take care.

[ November 10, 2002, 09:24 AM: Message edited by: Gemi_lee ]

[HollyAsWell]

You and your family gave her a happy life. What more can any one of us ask for? Be glad about the time you had not sad about what has come to pass.

[Cassie]

Tamera, I'm so sorry about Kinook. She was very fortunate to have been adopted by you. You gave her a wonderful life.

[KeliK]

Tamera,
I am so sorry.
you and your family are in my thoughts.
I know its hard.

[Twister]

Luvy-
That poem actually made me cry! How true it is... Thanks for posting it!

[janelle]

Tam I am so sorry about your loss of Kinook. The loss of a family pet is devastating. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Remember the good times you had and that will keep Kinook close to your heart always.

[LisaS]

Tamera,

I hope today finds you a bit more comforted with all the love surrounding you from family and friends. It's always difficult to lose our beloved pets. You will see her again some day.

Lisa

[goldengirl]

Awww, Tam, I'm so sorry!

Here's the poem I sent Fay:

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...

Hugs,

Lee (who has a big Golden head in her lap at the moment)

[Tonia]

TamZ,

I'm so sorry about Kinook. Your post made me cry! I know you feel blessed for having Kinook in your life but it seems to me that Kinook was blessed for having YOU!

The poems made me cry! OMG.......how beautifully written.!

Hope you find peace within!

Tonia

[triplet]

Tam...

So sorry sweetie....

Trip

[TameraZ]

Thanks everyone . . . I really appreciate your words of kindness. My eyes are swollen today from crying but we are all doing ok. I appreciate the time that we had her and I know she led a happy life. I'm sure some people look at it and say "It's a dog - what's the big deal?" but she was by my side through some very tough times. When I miscarried my first baby, she laid next to me on the bed for 3 days. She wouldn't leave my side until she knew I was alright. When I was on bedrest through my second pregnancy, she would lay on the floor next to the couch all day long! I'm grateful for the memories and I'm happy that we had her for as long as we did.

Thanks everyone for your kind words and support. I appreciate you all!

[Wicca]

Awwww, I'm so sorry Tam. I know very much what the big deal is to lose a pet, especially one you've had for years. They brings so much joy and companionship to our lives it's hard to see them go.

She sounded like one of the best and I'm sure she's in doggie heaven

Enjoy all your wonderful memories.

Love ya, and if I could I'd give ya a big hug...sooo (((((Hug))))) **muah**

[Goofy girl]

I am soooo sorry for your loss.. i have lost 2 baby sisters (my doggies) Bear and Bambi. It ****ed. You are right about the suffering. Can't suffer in doggie Heaven. . If you need to talk to someone. E-mail me @ ccpenn1998at*****com

[MELLIE1]

OMG Tamera, how did I miss this one? I am so sorry about your dog. I hope you are doing a little better since this post. A dog is not just a pet it's part of the family and I know this must be awful for you. I don't want to bring this all back up for you, just wanted to let you know that your in my thoughts.

[ThisisIT]

Same here Tamera -- I've been absent here a lot, but I couldn't not send you my condolences on the loss of your sweet little doggie. And bless you for saving him from the shelter and giving him a good life -- and letting him lick the yogurt containers

Warm wishes,
AJ

[mlrg]

Tam,

I know this is a very difficult time for you and your family. I'm sure Kinook was blessed by you all when here, he's gone to doggy heaven to receive even more. Take care.