Well--I've done it again--gotten all worked up over losing weight, feeling proud, and able, and happy--and now....slap me. I've done it again.
I guess that darn roller-coaster must be what I like, cause I didn't stick to it--as usual.
I stopped taking phen cause I didn't want to get pinged on a new job drug urine for any reason(I know it isn't illegal, but since I got it offline, I didn't want the hassle of find the prescription), and now.. I have not stuck with it at all. None of it.. Help!
Ok.... I need to just shut up and hop back on right? Ok.. give me a kick--I apologize for not being active, but am working 12-14 hour days at this new job at the jail, and exhausted and strung out by the time I get home..and can't be as supportive as I would like to all you. Good luck to everyone though.. I think of you often, and I hope you are doing well.

The decision to become a mother is to decide to allow your heart to go walking around outside unattended.