Well, Here's an update really - gonna try and answer everyone's questions in one swoop.
When my doctor started me on phentermine - he also started me on the topamax combo. Never just the phentermine alone - it was both at the same time. It was explained that that kind of "worked together hand in hand". The phentermine of course to curb my appetite and the topamax to make me feel full faster and help burn the pounds off (speed up metabolism).
The phentermine never changed and was only intended to be used for 3 months - and then I would go off it. The topamax was to be continued as long as desired.
WELL, since my last posting, I asked my doctor why the push from 25mg of topamax to 200mg of topamax? (100mg tables twice a day - morning/night) He said that physicians are pushing topamax and saying to give it as much as possible - because it's working significantly. So, that's why he upped my prescription.
The 25mg was doing weird things to me, making foods taste differently (sweets no longer tasted good, coffee, diet coke, orange juice and a bunch of things no longer tasted good) I didn't notice any mood changes or anxiety problems, but there were other effects such as dry mouth and tingling sensations in my hands. So, I wasn't a huge fan of upping this to 200mg a day instantly.
To make an extremely long story as short as possible, within a week of taking 100mg of topamax with the 30mg of phentermine, I noticed the worst side effects of topamax. Blurred vision, trouble focusing, dissiness and finally - a coworker asked me one day while at work, "When did you get pink eye?" I went to the bathroom and looked at my eye and both eyes were as bloodshot as could be. I started searching the internet for possible side effects of topamax and found a letter published in Sept from Ortho-McNeil (makers of Topamax) saying that if you experienced these side effcets to stop taking it immediately that it could cause blindess and the effcts could be irreversable!
http://www.fda.gov/medwatch (search for topamax)
Anyway I called my doc and said to stop taking it all together. So, I've stopped the phentermine. I've stopped the topamax. I've stopped. Stopped alltogether trying to lose weight through chemicals. I am no longer going to put my body in danger when all I have to do, is prepare myself and get the courage and motivation to lose weight on my own. I didn't take medicines to gain weight... so I can't expect to take it to lose it. I have to take this approach now, it's just not worth it - not worth the "side effects" when you try to take the easy way out.
I would like to end with this statement. Phentermine is not a bad drug in my opinion. Topamax is not a bad drug either. People's body's react differently to different drugs. Period. What may have made me have side effects - may not make you have them at all. I will say this also. The phentermine will curb your appetite. But, the topamax will in time turn out the be the weight loss drug of choice. It's not as popular as phentermine - nor as publicly known. But, through my experiences, the topamax is a very powerful drug and when taken - it can make you melt the pounds off.
If you do not believe me - search the internet for topamax and read. Most people are taking it for migraines and or seizures (what it is intended for) - but the side effects of it is weight loss. Unfortunately, I had the worst of it's side effects and stopped. But, somewhere within the 3 weeks of taking it... lost 40 to 50 pounds.