[Cin]

Hi all!

Just wanted to update my weight loss... Today marks 10 weeks and the total loss is... (drum roll please ) 26 pounds! I feel so great - like a new me! I sit here and think of myself 2-3 months ago and how low my self-esteem was... sad. I realize having to lose 30-35 pounds might not seem like a whole lot to some people, but it's not the numbers - it's the feeling, the esteem and self-confidence issues.

I'm not going to "wish for more" - but rather be happy with what I've lost this far and just keep doing what I'm doing. And let me add, I am not taking my phen on a daily basis. There are some days when I only take one instead of two. Why do I mention this? you may wonder... Well, to encourage others to think positive! I strongly believe that your accomplishments/successes all begin with how you THINK. Yeah, like the "Little Engine That Could" story! You with me Glim? Have you read that one lately? (heehee) So how are you doing? Haven't heard from you in a while. I've been thinking about you - hope everything's ok.

Wish you all the best!

Good night~Cin

[Moonwatcher]

Hey Cin

I don't think I've written to you before but as you have probably read......I've been around for a couple of weeks.

Just wanted to say CONGRATS

You sounded very proud of yourself.
(isn't it a wonderful feeling?)

Keep up the good work and thanks for
the "positive" post.

Have a terrific weekend

TTFN
Deb

[Cin]

Thank you, Deb!

I'm sure I've read your posts too. I just haven't responded to many of the posts lately. Not being antisocial - just busy with my boys and all the back to school stuff.

You're right - I am rather proud of myself because I used to feel totally miserable and now I don't! I have a husband and three boys who don't need a grumpy Mom/Wife around. I'm also working harder at getting my home business going and the self-confidence makes a drastic difference. It's not an ego trip, as some might perceive it, but rather true pride and well being about myself and my life. It's amazing how losing weight changes more than the digits on the scale.

How are you doing? Have your couple of weeks been successful? ... Maybe I'll take some time and look back at your posts to "get the scoop"!

Have a great Labor Day weekend!

Take care~Cin

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[jd113096]

You go girl...I'm proud of you!!!! .

[Cin]

Thanks jd

Isn't this forum the best? Actually, it's the members who make it so great

Happy Day~

[chev]

Congratulations Cin!!!! This forum is the best --- especially with all the cheerleading for one another! You are definitely right about the way you think affects your outcomes... sometimes we seem to forget the half empty/half full glass analogy... I am trying to learn to see the world through a full glass attitude all the time... thanks for the encouragement !
Again, congrats!!!! chev

[Charlie]

((((((Cin)))))))

Keep up the good work, babe Never forget how much hard work it took for you to get to this point!!!

Remember all those Phen charged nights A frequent flier on the toilet express Forcing yourself to exercise in the hot, humid heat

[JK]

Cin - Good for you! I wish I could say that I have lost that much but I was at -8 pounds last week with about a month on phen. The good thing is that I am not gaining anymore.

I am new also I think Moon and I started posting around the same time .

I did respond to your latest book review on Charlie's post. Let me know if I can help. What kind of bus. are you starting? Book critic?? ;p let me know I am curious.

I am very happy for you and I am hooke to this site the support is almost overwhelming. Can't get it at home (I gave up on the book) I will get it here.

As Moon and Robin would say TTFN - Jenn

[Cin]

Chev: The friends I have made in this forum have been my means of survival the past 10 weeks. From my first post about constipation to this most recent post about the glass being half full (as you so well put it). Every day is an experience - there is always something to learn. Allow me to share a story... I'll try to keep it short.

I've posted before about my Dad's poor health and that he was in the hospital. Well, he had a reoccuring attack (he suffers from a rare blood disorder: Acute Intermittent Porphyria). He was in the hospital again this past Monday. I visited and called as I usually do - but Tuesday was different... I went to see him around noon. All was well with him and he was looking forward to going home. Later that evening, I wasn't sure if he had been discharged or not, so I called the information desk and spoke to the woman (who is a 73 year old retiree working part-time). Both of my parents have been employees at this hospital for 25 years so this woman knows our family. Anyway, I'm asking her if my Dad is still in his room or if he was discharged. She says, "Oh, haven't you talked to your Mom? Oh, Cindy, I'm so sorry, I really shouldn't tell you this... Oh, but I have to tell you this... Your Father passed away". You can only imagine my reaction and grief... I demanded she put me through to Dad's room. Hyperventilating and crying my eyes out... she puts me through to the nurse's station... I'm begging for my Dad... The nurse tells me to calm down and that he's alright!!! She tells me my Mom is in the room with him, would I like to talk to her... Of course I do!!! I want my Dad! That was the saddest and the happiest day of my life! For a moment in time my Dad was gone... seconds later, he's here and doing well.

Whew.... sorry, I tried to keep it short. I know we sometimes take advantage of the day we have and think there's always tomorrow.. Of course there will always be a tomorrow, but will we be here to enjoy it?

With this tramatic situation, I have made an unspoken vow to care more, love more, share more, give more, appreciate more - the little things... the big things... all things...

On a lighter note...
Charlie:
Phen charged nights??? Not a past-time! I was up till 3:33 a.m. this morning!!

Frequent Flyer??? Yep, that's me... still going... and going... and going...

Exercise??? Exactly what is your definition of exercise? I mean, I know what MY definition is... And yes, I have been doing that!

Hope you're feeling better.

Jenn: Hang in there - I was in your shoes 9 weeks ago reading about others who had lost a decent amount of weight. They inspired me and gave me hope. I'm simply returning the favor

Home business: Legal Transcription - and other "stuff" like typing up resumes, reports, letters, etc. I placed an ad in the local monthly Law Review which was sent out Aug. 30. I received one phone call so far but this attorney wants me to work in his office. I declined because I didn't invest so much in all this equipment for the fun of it (but it is fun - heehee).

Book critic?? Don't think so... Ask Charlie about that one! It takes me forever and a day to read a book because I only read before I go to bed and I end up falling asleep after a few pages. I'm lucky to read a full chapter in one night!

Sorry it was such a long one...

Take care~Cin

Ok, I must ask... What does "TTFN" mean?



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[Moonwatcher]

OMG Cin,

My heart was in my throat reading your last post. I am sooooooooo sorry you had to go through that. How in the hell did that woman make such a terrible mistake?
I don't care if she is 73 or not, that was awful. Have you talked to her about it yet? I'm sure you don't want to mention it to the hospital......get her in trouble and all but still........I just keep shaking my head. What if she does something like that again to someone else.....some wife that's 80 years old calling about her husband???

If you remember, I lost my Mom this year and it was by far the hardest thing I have ever had to live through.

My prayers are with you and your family.

Hugs,
Debbie

[Cin]

Thanks Debbie

I have no idea how she made that mistake?? She saw my Mom earlier in the cafeteria and claims that my Mom told her! My Mom says she doesn't understand because she (my Mom) was getting food for herself and my Dad and told this woman that.

The nurse asked to speak to me - having heard how frantic I was. She wanted to know exactly what was said - then reported her (the operator). The last I heard was she may lose her job. I truly feel sorry for this woman, but at the same time, that was a huge error and one that I would terminate an employee for.
1. She is not a family member.
2. You do not give that information over the
phone.
3. IT WASN'T TRUE!!

I haven't talked to her - I wouldn't know what to say??? She hasn't made any attempt to contact me to apologize - which is rather sad if you ask me.

I'm sorry about your Mom. My family is everything to me and I truly feel for you. I couldn't imagine my life today if the words spoken on Tuesday would have been true. I know it's a fact of life, but we always want one more day. The funny thing is, after she told me and I'm thinking this is what happened and my Dad is gone, my thoughts were on the last time I saw him in his hospital room and saying, "I love you, Dad". And him replying, "I love you too, Babe". I've always been one to end conversations/visits on a happy note and a smile, but this situation has confirmed why it's so important.

Thank you for your prayers - you have mine as well

Take care~Cin

[AngelesaMom]

Cin,
Congrats on your weight loss. It gives me hope to keep trying. We all know that after time it gets hard to stay strong. By the way I am typing through my tears, LOL I read your last post and before I could read that your dad was ok I was balling, LOL I know what it is like to lose loved ones (my sister and cousin). You poor thing, that had to be one heck of an emotional rollercoaster!!! Take care and good luck!!!! I wish you dad well

Hey Moon how are ya????

{{{hugs to all}}}
Mary

[Charlie]

Ok, I have to put in my 2 cents regarding this weigh monkey on our backs!

Keep in mind that 'weight' is a life long project. It will benefit greatly to establish a healthy routine now, while Phen gives that extra boost! I cry, ***** and moan every time I exercise I also cry, ***** and moan whenever I turn down a slice of yummy cake, or a plate of home-made pasta

It’s also good to put it all in perspective and not obsess (or feel quilty) over much about every bite that goes into your mouth! Being healthy physically and mentally are most important! If all those elements can come together, then everything will fall into place

Keep up the good work and never lose faith (only the fat )

Only 4 smilies? I'm must be losing it!

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[JK]

Cin - I guess I am not a nice person I would of probably confronted that lady that gave you the misinformation. But I am a very conflict driven sole. I work in a law firm. I think it is great about your transcription bus. I have many friends that transcribe hearings, prepare disso papers and I have even done a few bankruptcy petitions, out of their homes. You may even want to pull up NALS.Org on-line and check what they may have. I am the President for my local chapter. If you join NALS you may be able to use the networking to get some side typing. What state do you live in??

Jenn

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