Deltha
December 28th, 2002, 05:04 PM
Tomorrow is the Seventh Anniversary of the day Daniel and I were married. Seven years...I asked him yesterday...Wow, 7 years! Do you feel like we've been married 7 years? He said...Ohhhh Yeaaaa!! And for a second I thought he was gonna say something crass. Instead he said...Only cause it feels like we've always been together.
We celebrated yesterday...had a nice day out without the mini-Thatchers. Caught a couple of flicks, ate too much at Ninfa's...though I packed up half of it for today. It's an hour drive into Waco, so we had 2 hours to chat and talk sans interuptions.
Every year at this time we sort of confess the things we did in the past year that the other didn't know about....usually I do momre confessing of actual deeds and he does more of the confessions of feelings he's had etc. He's a very morally strong man, can resist a lot better than I!! Most of my confessions were things that I did on the cruise...so ladies, he knows it all now. Ha!! I didn't cheat!! In case you non-cruisers' minds are in the gutter!! But I had way more alcohol than I'd originally told him!!
The point in telling you this is...I've come to the realization that he really does love me-no matter what!! I've always thought I needed to be perfect for him....its always been in the back of mind. But the truth is, I don't. I only have to be the best that I can be...that's all he wants. I've always figured that at some point I would do something that would turn him away...make him not want to be with me anymore. Guess what?? It AIN'T happening. No matter what I tell him I've done or thought or said...he's okay with it. :)
Anyhow...seven years with this man...and all I can say is...everyone should be so lucky. :)
We celebrated yesterday...had a nice day out without the mini-Thatchers. Caught a couple of flicks, ate too much at Ninfa's...though I packed up half of it for today. It's an hour drive into Waco, so we had 2 hours to chat and talk sans interuptions.
Every year at this time we sort of confess the things we did in the past year that the other didn't know about....usually I do momre confessing of actual deeds and he does more of the confessions of feelings he's had etc. He's a very morally strong man, can resist a lot better than I!! Most of my confessions were things that I did on the cruise...so ladies, he knows it all now. Ha!! I didn't cheat!! In case you non-cruisers' minds are in the gutter!! But I had way more alcohol than I'd originally told him!!
The point in telling you this is...I've come to the realization that he really does love me-no matter what!! I've always thought I needed to be perfect for him....its always been in the back of mind. But the truth is, I don't. I only have to be the best that I can be...that's all he wants. I've always figured that at some point I would do something that would turn him away...make him not want to be with me anymore. Guess what?? It AIN'T happening. No matter what I tell him I've done or thought or said...he's okay with it. :)
Anyhow...seven years with this man...and all I can say is...everyone should be so lucky. :)