[Ahga]

wow..must have been very tough losing two children back to back. I hope it's a lot more easier to deal with now. My problem was that we moved to a new neighborhood and everyone around there was very unfriendly from the cashier at the local Marshall's to the lady at the daycare. I have two kids under the age of six and going to school full time. I didn't realize how terrible my situation was until I collapsed at home the weekend before my final exams back in May. I watched my babies cry as paramedics carried me out in their stretcher and I knew it was time to snap out of that madness. I want to be here for them .
It is going to be a difficult journey but I am determined to lose weight once and for all.