[AshleyJo]

Ugh, this is a long story, I'll try to make it short...first of all, I know I posted a week ago or so talking about how i might be pregnant, whatever...idk...I am 3 weeks late w/TOM and have lots of symptoms, but home tests are negative...but something is going on, weather pregnancy or something else, so I decided to stop taking the phen for a bit...just to be on the safe side, i have noticed that the very light occasional spotting has stopped since i stopped the phen, but i dont know...i want to make a dr. apt. to see whats going on, but i have a physical scheduled on july 10th, and on top of that, my husband, he works from home, he has been out of town at their main office, yesterday and today, so I ate out for lunch...ugh, i know that doesn't help me lose weight...BUT last night I could have eaten out, but I opted to stay home and have grilled chicken and broccoli, so that was a good choice... but on top of that about going to the doctor...my husband's company just switched owners or whatever, and our health insurance is going to change, and since today and yesterday they have been in the middle of the deal and switching everything, idk how all that wiill work, i will ask my hubby when he gets home...anyways, sorry to ramble, i'm just kinda lost right now, don't know if i should just wait till my apt. on the 10th to get a test, or if i should go before, or how the whole insurance thing will go, or what all is going on...and thats all on top of the whole weight loss, trying to eat right, no phen, etc...oh btw, i can't tell any difference from taking the phen and not taking it...i know some people have side effects when quiting or whatever, but i haven't...anyways, sorry, again for rambling, just needed to talk and vent about it all, any info/advice/prayers, are much appreciated!! thanks for reading...lol if you made it this far!!