Okay now this challenge requires math and i'm so NOT down for that lately...LOL....
But I think I understand the premise...and it is a really good idea.....
I have alot of stuff from my c hildhood that I need to let go of in reference to my mother. She's a good woman, but she certainly didn't make my life easy. I carry alot of resentment around and I wouldnt' be surprised if my eating has something to do with that.....
My STarting weight 136.6
Just so y'all know...I am Scat and I have a terrible relationship with food. No I am not a big person, and can no longer be classified as obese...HOWEVER, my relationship with food is still nto what it should be. I struggle every day not to binge. Call me a bulimic or whatever, I don't like being labeled as anything. I'm just a girl trying to get skinny and not have food be a challenge anymore.....not be a problem. Skinny people don't obsess over everything they put into their mouths, and they dont' think about food all day long.
I am on my last refill of phen. I cut them in half, shey should last me a while, but i really want to get to goal soon so I dont' have to take this stuff anymore.....
I dont' knwo what else to say except that i'm happy to see another challenge and i'll try to participate, unfortunately i'm doing so many challenges at once my head is spinning...
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