i want to take didrex too now....but I know my doctor won't prescribe it so I'm going to have to do this the old fashioned way..diet and exercise......stuff that I'm already doing but I guess I'm doing it wrong.....
Sometimes I think that there is something hormonally wrong with me since it is so hard for me to lose....doctor says my thyroid is normal...so I'm not sure what the deal is but I"m getting tired y'all. July will be one year since I tried getting back to my regular size....I lost a bit and I'm happy for htat, but dang..it shouldn't take a year to lose ten lbs!!
Going to a meeting for work this morning and I just can't get psyched about putting on my "career clothes". The colon cleanse is making my stomach hurt but nothing is happening.....Getting tired of that too.......
Just tired.........
I look at Oprah..she has all that money and can afford any trainer, any chef, any spa vacation and her butt is huge.....now i'm not saying she isn't an attractive woman (although without her makeup and her hair done she can pass for the ghetto bag lady).....but it makes me think if someone with all that at her disposal can't reach a goal, then what makes me think that I can?
Alot of things have been rolling around in my head.
I may enter a ten week INTENSE program..it involves hard core exercise and nutrition. I just have to have my doctor okay it. I will be getting up at 5:00am every day for ten weeks to get there by 6:15am.....there is no other way I can fit this kind of thing into my schedule due to my children and work. In order to do this though I need to really be dedicated otherwise it is another 325 dollars down the crapper......when i think back to all the money i've spent on phen, trainer, colonix, supplements, etc, that money seems insignifcant.
well anyway thanks for letting me sit here and gab. I need to get my little one on the bus and then I turn into the research guru that I am.
Love you all...
PEACE