Gotta thank you for that reply! I needed to hear that! It did scare me when it happened that is what I look like.. kinda looks like a little stroke. they have me on antibiotics for my ear infection.. my face is getting sore .. feels kinda like a bruise I am hope that is good maybe it means there is sensations getting back to normal ( fingers are crossed) lol It was a real shocker but I realize I can not sit and dwell on this!! Just as you said it wll only feel worse.. there is no forward if I keep it in reverse.
Just as you all know I have been looking for a job.. well I am waiting on the biolife plasma lady to call me say I have the job.. well I applied for a teller job at a bank can you believe I have an inteview tomorrow at 1:15 not sure how that is going to turn out!!! but you know what I am going to go anyways and let them knw what happened.. and in the end still hold me head up high

The Lord will take care of me .. he always have I have faith.. I believe this happened to me for a reason... I feel as if I am going to be changed for the better.. not that I am a bad person but.. you knwo what I mean.. it has opened my eyes to a lot and especially liek you said my health!!! I have always put myself last.. now I need to start thinking of me because Iam 30 and could suffer a heart attck at any moment you never knwo what will happeen tomorrow!! I love you all and for you to take time and write something so caring means so much! I feel much closer to you now

I guess venting on that stuff I wrote was something I ahd to get off my chest.. the only one to hear it is my husband and I dont like to upset him he has been more then helpful and worried.Thank you ... Please continue to pray for me
Happy birthday to your hubby! But girl alli won!! She was soooooooooooo tiny.. man I hope I can get like that... I ahve a little challenge added now.. hey say those steroids make you gain... my fingers are crossed it dont come one too strong!!
Hope everyone has a wonderful blessed day!
~love sherry