[scatanafas]

hey all..

started the day off with a hard boiled egg and a light english muffin with smart balance spread. I binged last night and really felt disgusting last night. Was up until 2 am thinking about my friend. Ordered flowers for her today...you know at the age of forty one I shouldn't be ordering funeral flowers for my childhood friends.......

I know I should be getting ready for our trip but I am so not into it right now. I guess I'll get everything done, slowly but surely as the day progresses.......

I am going to take my phen in a bit....I think I'm taking it with me on vacation too....just in case......I know that if I gain the weight back I'lll be really angry at myself....