all of yall are such strong beautiful people. thanks for posting such private information.
1. im only 19 yet i feel like my life has passed me by. im an old woman not an energetic happy young lady. how depressing.
2. ive struggled with purging for years now. i dont really see it as an eating disorder though because i feel like i can control it. whether thats really true or not, idk.
3. i have a pretty great bf but i hate the fact that it feels as if ill be with him always an never experience anything else.
4. since ive been with my bf, i feel like ive become a shell of my former self. i dont blame him though because i know it was my choice to ignore the other ppl in my life and focus on him and us. its sad though because i know ill never be how i was.
5. i want so much to be successful in life. i love money and nice things and i want that in the future. i hate school though. or maybe not hate. its just hard for me. ive always been a good student, and then i got into college and realized it was much harder than i had every anticipated and i dont feellike i have enough drive or ambition to get through it.
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