Ok so I had to edit my list 15 different times - only 5, only 5!!! I love to tell people about myself - we should do this more often ok here goes:
1. I watched in disbelief when they pronounced my daughter deceased for 2 and a half minutes ( they made one last attempt at resuscitation with the paddles and brought her back - she was 9 days old, the paddles broke 3 of her ribs and gave her 3rd degree burns, my mother and I are fairly confident she is psychic due to this brush with death)
2. I am having a fictional love affair with my sons baseball coach (he doesnt even know)
3. Married for 8 years to an abusive man that did permanent un-hideable damage (yet thank him and pray for his soul faithfully every day - he gave me my son, a gift that wont be ignored when he stands in front of his maker)
4. I put on my wedding gown at least once a month ( I was engaged nearly 2 years ago to a wonderful religious man training to be a minister 3 months before the huge wedding I called it off - after already commissioning my gown and into the fittings 3 months- when it was done I brought it home and hung it in the guest bedroom of my mothers loft- where I will go put it on and stand amazed that I didnt go through with the wedding if anything just to wear it - it is absolutely breathtaking, Im sure I'll wear it one day though.)
5. I lead several men on at any one time - merely to have my ego stroked, none of them realizing I am happily married to my children for the next 7 years, and fear the day they leave for college my life will dim considerably.
Woah that was a little deep but, given my personality and outgoing positive nature I wanted to reveal something not many people would guess about me
