man... you sound just like i did a few months ago girl!! i swear ... i would look in the mirror and STILL see that 250 lbs girl lookin back at me! DESPITE what others would say about my NEW image.. i still had a really hard time feeling different!
like Dr. Phils says... your body image and self image are all outta wack!
all of those yrs of me being heavier just did a number on my thinking about myself! lately.. i have gotten alot better...
looking at ALOT of before/ after pics that i have taken really help! and just absorbing what others say to you... seeing the *looks* you get when you come in a room... i NEVER got *hit* on by men much when i was heavier... NOW! sheeesh

... it sure does help the self-asteem dept! hehe..
i tell ya i could write a book.... emotionally this has been a freakin roller coaster!
you look amazing girl! such a BIG change!!! hold your head HIGH!!!
huggers!
[ December 15, 2005, 07:22 PM: Message edited by: texasmom ]
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