[estrella218]

Well, thanks but I don't feel "gorgeous". I never have, never will. I don't understand why now that I've lost a little weight all this attention is pouring in. Like I wasn't good enough before. It's just so superficial. I just want to tell them, "look I used to weigh 80 pounds more, would you have looked at me this way then?". You know? I'm probably too sensitive about it but it's something I need to work on.

You are probably right about the jeoulosy thing. I don't know...I'm just not like that so I don't understand how they could be so hateful! It's not like I've ever done anything to them! They used to be nice!

I guess we all have to deal with everything that comes along with "the new me". It's just an adjustment I wasn't expecting to have to make. It just thought I would loose weight and everything would be great but theres this whole mental battle going on all the time now.

By the way, you've done an amazing job! I really admire you and your dedication to your exercise. I wish I had the drive you have! I'll work on the before and more recent afters.

Thanks again for your reply!