[Babygurlzallthat]

Bigbonedgirl Im reading your post and Im sitting here wondering if you are me, posting under another name!! lol I swear we sound SOOOOOO similiar. My MIL is cookin ribs and potatoes salad and corn bread and mac n cheese and cakes and pies and chick n dumpling gurl I think she is on a mission to make me GAIN WEIGHT!!

Were talkin meals like that EVERYDAY twice as big and bad on the weekends when we go down to her house. My MIL has never once congrads me, or even aknowledged that I have lost 30 lbs. My grandmother, BLESS HER SOUL, tells EVERYONE they look like they have lost weight. I seriously am gonna have a stinkin COW if she tells my 400+ and GAINING aunt ONE MORE TIME that she looks like she has lost weight when she has a darn Big Mac in her mouth! Then when I visit my grandmother, AS ALWAYS, tells me I look like I have lost weight. It would MEAN so much more if she didnt ABUSE the stinkin phrase ya know??

THEN THERE IS MY MOTHER! LORDY LORDY! This woman and her, "Kim, you arent fat!" and "But you have a pretty FACE" If I had a penny for everytime I heard that crap I could afford to have the fat ****ed from my body until I weighed 80 lbs!!

When people say "You have such a pretty face" that just makes me mad. So you are saying I have an ugly body or that my face is pretty COMPARED to my body lololol HAHA I cannot take it anymore Im gonna CRACK the next time I hear "Honey, you arent fat you are big boneded" or "You carry your weight well" Yea as opposed to carring it where??

lolol

Do not let anger fuel your goals because it can only lead to failure, disappointment and fallbacks. Stay POSITIVE and say to yourself "I can do this, I AM doing this, and I am going to continue to do this FOR ME"

As far as the cloths and candy! Do what I do, when my family trys to force fatty foods down my throat etc I get back at them by MAKING SURE I do not eat them, trying my hardest, losing MORE weight and SHOWING them you are NOT going to fail. I have been told time and time again that they cannot believe I am STILL hanging with it. That they expected me to give up by now. To show them I make sure that I DO NOT GIVE UP but I use something positive to focus on. My children, health, and that tiny little bikini I want to wear NEXT summer!!!


KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK GURL!

PS. Are you currently taking any antidepressant meds?? I went off mine for 9 months thinking they would help me lose the weight I gained while on them and its been an uphill battle ever since. I just RECENTLY started back and I am having SOOOO many bad side effects. I was wondering if you are on anything that helps but doesnt cause weight gain and negative side effects??