Hi Eva
Hope you are feeling a lot BETTER... Life sometimes can give us reasons to feel down and out, but HEY! You can rise above all these...
As a Mom, I feel that I am always the one who needs to be strong and be there for my family. One day I asked my daughter, "Who will be the one to take care of me when I am down and all the energy has been ****ed out of me?" She looked at me said, "Ma, don't ask for that to happen"
Take time to relax and for a few hours pull yourself from the place and situation which brought you down.... You'll come back with a renewed or sometimes different perspective.
Hugs your way------ EVA!