[NJRagdoll]

Sweetly my dear, can I just tell you how well spoken (well written?) you are? You are able to express yourself so beautifully; I really do admire that.

I think it is so wonderful that you have such an open mind regarding seeking treatment. My mom has some things going on, and they really can't seem to pinpoint the cause, and she is very closed off to exploring different avenues that might be helpful.

I can't believe those doctors just shared your private medical information with each other! Is that the norm? Gosh, it doesn't seem right... How frustrating. I am indignant FOR you! As far as pain management, you could always go to a new doc for that and just not say anything about your past, it's not exactly the most honest thing, but there is not much else that is tougher to deal with than chronic pain. It s u c k s the lifeblood out of you!

Hey, is swimming an option for you in terms of exercise? Since the water supports the body, and all the pressure is off your joints and stuff, would that be something that could work for you? Many YMCA's have pools, and they may not be super expensive, might be worth checking out.

Well now that we know you, you'll have to stick around and don't be a stranger!