OMG Ginny! I swear you read my mind! I'm sitting here again one one of my "I can do it" kicks. The thing is I know deep down that at this time tommorrow I'll have eaten a bunch of crap and not exercised at all.
So why in the hell do we do this? I don't know. I think how can I want something so badly and still not just do what it takes. I mean yes it is hard, losing weight has been the greatest obsticle in my life. But when I think of how much this weight wreaks havoc on every single facet of my life-I just don't understand why I don't get of my fatt ***** and do something about it. This is my life story.
Now that I'm up to 265 pounds I feel like I may never be able to lose again.I remember when losing 10 pounds seemed like an impossible task, well now I need to lose 100+!! I know all about breaking it down into smaller mini-goals..but it all adds up to over 100 pounds and that is OVERWHEMING!!
I also have a husband who doesn't care that I'm fat. He wishes I could lose the weight so I would be happy, he hates to see me hurting so much over it. I think a lot of times I know that he doesnt' care so I figure ,What the hell, I have a gorgeous husband and beautiful daughter who love me fat or not....so I'll just eat this cheeseburger!
Ugh!!
I don't know but like everyone said if we had the answer to this none of us would be here right now. Anyone figures it out please let me know!
