Ginny
I know exactly how you feel, I'm there too. For so long I have been saying I'll lose this weight, giving myself a time frame in which to do it, (by christmas, or my birthday), and get to these occasions and I weigh the same or more!!
I really really want to lose it too. I'm so tired of being fat. I'm a healthy fat chick too so maybe that just makes the motivation all the harder to get a grip on. I don't know. I'll be motivated for a couple days and all of a sudden get upset about something or mad or my black cloud will catch up on me and I'll say what the heck.. who cares anyway.. and blow it all.
I don't know what to do. I have asked my husband to help me out, give me moral support or some ***** kicking when necessary but he couldn't care less. I really want this, why can't I stick to it??!!! arghhhhhh
Sorry.. got a little emotional there.
Laura
When someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown. But it takes only 4 muscles to extend your arm and whack them in the head.