Hello,
About 2 weeks ago I started Phentermine and was so excited about seeing results and finally losing 45lbs and feeling better about myself. 4 months ago I lost my father suddenly and lost my friends too because they have disappeared and now my Mom & my sister are drifting away slowly it seems. Me & my father were closer because we were so much alike. I spend most of my time alone now. I have one friend that comes by and maybe we will hang out once during the weekend. He is a great guy and I wish things were more than friends but that is all it is now. I dont blame him for not wanting more. I am depressed and he isnt. He is a very happy person and has alot of reasons why he should be. I am trying though to be happy, that is why I started the phen, because alot of my unhappiness is because I dont feel good about myself because of this weight I put on. And of course its because my "friends" are no were around and it hurts too. But anyway, lately I have been eating badly because I guess I dont have anything else and I dont want to stay this way. I want to continue with the Phen, eat right and exercise. But because I am depressed I just feel like I wont and I have been giving up on myself again. How do I stop this and how do I do it by being alone with no one to talk too. I want to be successful and I want to be happy. I want to do it for myself & for my father.
Anything advice I would appreciate.
Thank you.
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